~Solange~ This night was going to be the end of me, I woke up midnight and went to the bathroom. I stayed curled up on the bathroom floor way longer than I should have, knees pulled to my chest, My phone was on the sink where I'd tossed it earlier and I finally snatched it up with shaky fingers, dialing Mira before I could talk myself out of it because if I didn't get suppressants soon I was actually going to lose it and do something embarrassing like barge into one of their beds. The line rang twice and she picked up whispering like she was hiding in her own dorm somewhere. "Sol? What the hell, it's past midnight, you okay?" "No I'm not okay," I snapped, voice cracking because another wave hit and I had to bite my fist to keep from moaning out loud. "The moon's kicking my ass,

