Jaxon
I didn't even mean to blurt it out like that but the words were already hanging in the air between us and my whole body was screaming at me to take them back while my stupid brain kept pushing me forward. "Lange… I need you to help me. Like really help me. I know you're a guy and this is insane and I'll never ask again but right now I'm dying and you're the only one here and I…please. I need you to…" I cut myself off because saying the rest out loud would make it real and I couldn't handle real right now not when my skin felt like it was on fire and every breath I took smelled like him like home like mine like the mate bond I'd been fighting since the first day he walked into the dorm with that stupid shy grin and I thought nah it's just because he's new and pack vibes or whatev
