Sitting on Lucius’s desk, right in front of him, was the last place I wanted to be right now. He doesn't really want me does he?
Who would want someone they have to share with others instead of having every part of their mate for themselves? Not many people would be okay with that, hell I’m not even happy about it.
I was always a realist and kept all my mushy romantic feelings for my books and shows. I was happy to get lost in my book boyfriends, or fantasies about my favorite tv show characters.
Granted when I started dating Draven, I thought everything had changed, but we all know what a s**t show that turned out to be.
Maybe it was foolish of me to hold out hope for something to happen with us again after he ripped my heart out but then again he was my first, in everything, so I wa
