The Best Life

Chapter 8

Ameris POV

After the crowd comes in I silently pray that they didn't wake Ethan. He fell asleep about an hour ago which I didn't mind I would probably be sleep myself but my mind was running wild with questions that I knew no one would answer for me. Normally I would as my father but being that we are no longer in his house and I am sure if he knew what I was doing her wouldn't be happy I know I can not talk to him.

 Without knocking Jazz bust in my room. I guess he thought he would catch us in the act. "Get up. We have to go now. Get dressed I need you, Skye and Kesha to be ready to go now." "I'm the only one here they went to a party Jazz. I'm not sure what time they are returning." I say as I'm getting clothes out. I promised Jazz I would listen for my own protection. "No one left. I just ended the party. Did you think I would let them go off and not be protected. The party was here."

If everyone was at the house did anyone hear us. I start to blush. The thoughts that began running through my head made me feel a little self conscious. Ethan puts on his shirt and shoes  and is ready to go; me on the other hand I had to change my outfit a million times till he was satisfied that I wasn't showing too much. I hated picking out clothes anyway because I didn't like how I looked. I looked through my clothes and found a cute onesie that I really liked and brought the other day. I pulled it out and put it one. I didn't think about how it looked and if they would care. I continued to get ready I grabbed some pjs and clothes for tomorrow being that it is Sunday and I had already chosen what I was going to wear to church because it was something I brought the other day with Kesha. As I am finishing up packing my bag I noticed that Ethan and Jazz have walked out of ear range of me. 

Him and Jazz are over by the door talking. I hate when they do that. I know as much as them but they still leave me out the loop. I can't read Jazz or Ethan's faces. I guess that is to keep me from knowing. I clear my throat and they look my direction. "Hell No." they say at the same time. "Put on something else." I rolled my eyes because they are being ridiculous.  "Really we don't have time for me to change so one of you better pick something out or I'm wearing what I have on."

Ethan reaches in the draw and pulls out a pair of jeans and a crop top and I go in the bathroom to change.

I feel these warm arms around me "I love you sexy." He says. I wanted to say it back but in all honesty I was upset. He was the last one downstairs so I am sure he knew the party was at the house. I wish he would have told me and I would have just let him enjoy everyone else and went to bed.  "Did you know? Did you know that the party was here and everyone was here and not at the park? Did you?" I say. "Bage I did. Jazz told me when I was getting the snacks but did you forget the rooms are sound proof so no one can hear what is happening inside?" He responds. "You could have told me." I say upset at the fact that just like Jazz busted in anyone one of them could have busted in on us. "I know how self conscious you are which is why I locked the door until after we got out the shower. Babe I would never do anything to hurt you. Even though I think you are beautiful." He says and kisses my cheek and leaves me there. "I love you too." I say "I'll meet you downstairs babe." He yells

I finish getting dressed smiling from ear to ear.  I Walk out the bathroom and head downstairs. Now don't get me wrong I want to run and tell Kesha and Skye about last night but I will wait until we get where ever we are going. Getting in the car it's me, Ethan, Kesha, and Mason. Skye got in the car with Jazz, Jared. And Dez. 

"Promise me not matter what you will stay at the house Ameris. Promise me that you will listen to whomever Jazz leave y'all with." Ethan whispers in my ear. Mason is driving so me and Ethan jumped in the back seat and let Kesha sit beside him. "What's going on Ethan? Where are y'all going?" I ask. "Now you know I can't answer that." He says "Well I need a promise from you. Promise me you are coming home. Promise me that last night was the first of many nights we will spend together. Promise?" I say as my eyes fill with tears. "I can not make that promise. But I will try to come home to you every night my love." He says as he wipes away a tears. This is the part of his job that I hated the unknown part of his job killed me. I know he can not tell me and I refuse to ask any more questions about it.  I can hear Kesha and Mason having a similar conversation. We finish the car ride in silence while Ethan stroked my hair looked out the window but I must have drifted off to sleep cause when we stop my head is on Ethan. We arrive at my dad's house. They must have been us cause they were up waiting.

"Hey dad. I missed you." I say. "Hi my princess." He says.  "I trust Ethan is treating you like a princess as well." "Dad you approve of me being with him?" I ask "Yes and I will let him know at dinner tonight." He says. Then greets everyone else. Us girls head to my room as Jazz is explaining to my dad that they had a last minute job they needed to do and that he needs the girls to stay there until they return. My dad agrees. Skye goes straight in Austin's room and grab one of his hoodies and put it on. She climbs in his bed and is sleep within minutes. Me, Kesha, Ethan and Mason are in my room.

Mason and Kesha are making out while me and Ethan talk. "Will I be this sore after every time?" I whisper. He smirks "No pumpkin. Once you get used to it then you won't." He says and kisses me.

Jazz yells for them to come so they can head out. Mason looks at Kesha and says "I love you ma." "I love you too daddy" She says back. Ethan kisses me again "I love you princess. I will see you soon." "I love you too daddy. See you soon."

The boys leave and Kesha looks at me like she knows something happened but not sure what. "You are freshly fucked." She says smiling. "Kesha omg What are you talking about." I say. "The limp when you walk is uber noticeable." She says. "So spill the beans. Are you and Ethan bumping uglies or what? Are y'all official? I mean I know what I see here but will this continue when school starts back. Will he continue to shower you with money and gifts or what? Most of all will he let it be known y'all are together?" She questions. I close my room door and hop on the bed. "Kesha it was amazing. His d**k is huge. Which explains the limp and me not wanting to sit down. We probably would have been f*****g when Jazz walked in but I had just finished a shower and was getting dressed. My first time was perfect. As far as all the other stuff I don't know. I'm just enjoying the ride. We have 24 hours before school starts back and honestly I'm not sure what tomorrow holds." I tell her. My best friend looks at me and smiles. "Let's go to sleep."

Kesha had the wheels turning but Ethan and I have spent the last week together almost every night so I do not think I have anything to worry about. Tomorrow is the official last day of spring break and honestly I just want to spend time with my family. I hate how me and my step mom have not been talking and getting along. We have had falling outs in the past but they have never really lasted this long so I am hoping that soon we will be back on the same page. Maybe I will talk to her in the morning. 

My dad wakes us to get ready for Church. Apparently Jazz told him we would go. So we get up to get ready. Kesha jumps in the shower first so I decide to go down and have a cup of coffee and see what's for breakfast.

"Good morning sweetheart." Janet says when I enter the kitchen. That's how she would greet me every morning. I know she loves me and I owe her an apology. "Mom I'm sorry. I shouldn't have been a b***h to you at Austin's service. I love you and I'm sorry. I missed you too." I reply. "Ameris you have no reason to apologize. I understand where you were coming from. After all you had just lost your twin and grief hits us all differently. I love you too." She says as she grabs and hugs me. I am glad she is not mad at me but I am mad at myself for being such a b***h to her. She really didn't deserve that. We catch about what has been going on and we started cooking breakfast. Dad said that Jazz called and him and the guys would be there soon so we went on and prepared enough good for them as well. I missed Ethan last night and I barely slept because he wasn't there. Before he started spending the night I would at least see him before he left after they came back. He would facetime me and we would fall asleep on the phone.