Asher
I once read a quote somewhere, “What does cocaine make you feel like? It makes you feel like doing more cocaine.” Whoever wrote it, ladies and gents, was, in fact, right. With cocaine, I felt more alert, less anxious, and a lot more confident. Coke made me all wired-up and worthy of my ridiculous net worth. Coke also made me more sufferable—I’d been less of a d**k because I wasn’t so worried my s**t was shite all the time—and more insufferable—because it made me think I was The s**t. Coke was like anesthesia to my mind and body. It made me feel like, I was numb, nothing could pain me, Not Jules, Not my family, Not my issues with my agents. Nothing, Coke made me feel like a free bird.
Now I was sober and acutely aware of the fact I needed to justify the money sitting in my bank by c
