I couldn't feel anything blow my waist, my hands were close together tightly and my wrist was killing me, there was something holding my ankles apart and my arms were above my head. Speaking of head mines was throbbing. I felt like a f*****g tornado just came in and dropped a house on me, I was scared shitless and for some reason I wish Lisa was here. I know I always hated her and she made me so upset I wanted to through her off a f*****g roof, I always felt safe and comfortable around her. She protected me no matter what and I always knew deep down she cared about me.
There was a time where I did feel safe at all times. There was a time where I felt like I could do anything and not get hurt. And that was when my mother was around. She was always there for me. When I cried at night she a
