Addie's POV
Ugh, why won't my phone quit going off?
I mentally groaned as I rolled over to check my annoying ass phone. Why didn't my dumbass mute the thing? Flipping over my phone I skimmed through my notifications from Spotify and YouTube. I don't understand why it's blowing up so much, I just had Nathan post the video less than 24 hours ago.
Clicking on the app to get to YouTube. I quickly scrolled through the comments to get to the bottom first. Most of them were saying how my voice sounds amazing and like I really relate to the song, others were commenting on how I left my "half-brothers" band. It wasn't his band it was mine, but that's besides the point I suppose. I held back from responding and slowly scrolled to the top, noticing a comment already pinned, it must have been Nathan.
I blush when I notice the name and immediately know why he pinned it. Christopher Rami, short for Ramirez.
"If I could turn back time, I would go further than December. I would have stayed by your side from the moment I met you until our last breath. You are my everything Addison Ramirez, and I will make sure the whole world knows it. I love you."
Clicking on his comment I read what other people have sent in response. Nothing really popped out, most of them just tagging friends and saying how his message is adorable. Clicking on the comment I started to type my response.
"I know you think one day everyone will eventually leave. But I can promise you one thing... You will Always and Forever be in my heart and soul, and I will Forever be by your side. You are mine Ram."
Turning off my phone with a sigh I got out of bed. Grabbing a crop top that says "California Babe" and ripped jean short I walked into the bathroom. Quickly getting a shower and getting dressed before going to the kitchen.
"Princess." I heard someone say as soon as I walked into the room.
"Marco, don't call me that." I said harshly to him as I walked towards the fridge.
"I know I messed up Babe, but I can explain. I didn't mean-"
"Marco, we are not going to talk about it. It's in the past so drop it and I will too. Don't make life harder than it already is, just eat and go to training." I warned him as I looked through the fridge for my favorite morning food.
Pulling out leftover pizza from the fridge I looked up to see Marco staring at me with pouting eyes. Sighing heavily I sat down in front of him. Grabbing a slice and cramming it into my mouth, I waited for him to say whatever was on his mind.
"I love you. I never meant to hurt you that night, you were already in pain and I didn't want to hurt you even more but I did. Just know that I wanted to choose you, but we promised your Dad that one of us would always be with Lucas."
I looked into Marcos' sad eyes and internally groaned. Why do I always get myself into these types of situations?
"Look Marco, I don't really know how to explain this to you. Let's just say I kicked you out of the pack and didn't tell you for a reason. You came back, so what breaks your heart is honestly on you. I protected you from the truth for a while now and I am sick and tired of babying everybody in this f*****g pack. Unless it's for a good reason, I honestly don't see the point anymore.
You aren't going to be my Mate, you never were going to be. I was in love with someone else while I was with you and I didn't want anyone to know about it. But now, I don't have to pretend anymore. He is officially out of my life so there is no use in dragging you along anymore. I don't love you Marco."
I explained, leaving Marco speechless and looking broken. Don't get me wrong, I felt bad but I am truly tired of having to constantly play Mother Goose. These are not kids, they are full grown Werewolves so they need to take news straight up.
"Well isn't the atmosphere tense in here?" I heard his angelic voice say and instantly looked at him.
"Hey, where have you been?" I asked, trying to lighten the mood and change the subject.
"I had Nathan give me an extra room to prevent certain things from happening." Karma said while winking at me so he doesn't hurt Marco even more. If I didn't know any better I'd think he spied on us.
"What things?" Marco asked, genuinely curious. Oh boy.
"I don't want to have any pups running around here just yet." Karma answered yet dodged the question at the same time.
"You find your Mate or something?"
"You could say that, I am definitely not going to be leaving her for a very long time." Karma answered again, this time looking at me, letting his eyes get slightly darker.
"Then where is she? If you aren't going to leave her shouldn't she be by your side?" Marco asked the wrong question, R.I.P. his soul.
I stared into Karma's eyes while gently biting my bottom lip. Noticing him start to smirk as his eyes slowly started to get darker and darker. "You already know her." He lowly growled, trying to restrain himself.
"Is it Lorain? I bet she's excited to have you as a Mate." Marco suggested cluelessly.
"Nope." Karma grunted while I tried to control myself.
"Cindy? Jane? Lacey? No, wait, Stephany?" Marco kept listing off female names making me growl and hug Karma. As soon as my skin touched his Karma started purring making me purr back.
"You're mine." I lowly growled as Karma wrapped his arms around me.
"I guess that answers your question." Karma pants, making it obvious he's holding back.
Gently tapping his chest I waited for Kar to look down at me. Once his beautiful dark brown eyes looked down at me I quickly changed my eyes to Golden brown and then back to emerald green, hoping he understood what I meant.
"Well, I have to go talk to Becca about something important, I'll catch up with you later Marco." I said before quickly rushing out of the room, signaling for Karma to follow after me.
Half jogging and half running upstairs to my room, I quickly opened the door before anyone could question me. Not even three seconds later Karma wrapped one of his hands around my neck while kissing me harder than he has before.
"Nobody else can have you." I mumbled before kissing him back even harder.
"Let everyone know I'm yours Addie." He whined as he moved to kiss my neck, sending sparks throughout my entire body.
"We can't go back after this Karma." I sighed before he pulled away from my neck and looked me in the eyes.
"I would never want to go back. I'm not going to regret making you mine or starting a future with you. I want everyone to know that you belong to me and me only." Letting out a gasp, I bit my lip, trying to contain the wolf inside of me as Karma pushed his pelvis into mine.
"The question is, do you want me as bad as I want you?" He breathed into my ear before gently pulling my earlobe between his teeth.
Gently grabbing his hand and bringing it between my thighs I sighed. "Why don't you find out and make me yours." I stated in a low growl, showing him how hard it is to control myself right now.
Karma let out a deep growl before throwing me onto the bed and climbing on top of me. "Get ready Addison, I'm not going to go easy on you." He growled before taking of his shirt and flinging it randomly. This is my sexy Mate.
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"s**t Kar, did you really have to do that?!" I scolded at him as I started to get dressed.
"I told you to be prepared, I can't help that you can't walk straight. That's on you baby." He smirked at me as he puffs out his chest, clearly proud of what he's done.
"I wasn't referring to that part. I meant, why so many f*****g hickeys? I can't cover all of these up." I pouted as I examined my skin. Although I'm not very happy about having to walk like a f*****g penguin either. He really beat my p***y up man.
"You want everyone to know I am yours and you are mine so what did you expect?" He smiled brightly at me, clearly enjoying himself.
"I'm pretty sure our mark does that enough, they don't need to know where your mouth has been on my body." I whined, feeling embarrassed already.
"Addison, baby, if I put a hickey everywhere my mouth was you would be a walking hickey. My tongue explored every-"
"Don't you dare finish hat sentence." I said, cutting him off as my face turned a dark red.
"Just think of it as marking my territory, although if you keep complaining about it I will give you more. And I will do it in front of the pack." Karma threatened making me gasp.
"Alright, alright, I'm done complaining." I mumbled as I walked out of my room.
Quickly grabbing a tub of ice cream from the freezer before I could be interrupted by Goddess knows who. Shoving a big spoon of Blue Moon into my mouth I let out a moan. Goddess I've missed this cold, creamy substance made from heaven.
"What the f**k happened to you?!" I heard my brother scream making me turn towards him.
"s*x happened, what else would it be?" I said casually, acting like talking about my s*x life didn't bother me.
"You better be talking about s*x with Karma and not Marco or I will personally kill you." Nathan growled lowly showing he was serious.
"Don't growl at my Mate you idiot." Karma said as he kissed my mark in greeting.
Letting out a low purr in appreciation I continued to stuff my face. I watched the muscles on his back moved as he searched the fridge for something to eat. Goddess, this man has got to be a Greek God, or at least the God of s*x.
"Enjoying the view babe?" I heard him ask from inside the fridge making me blush.