my helper my joy

my helper my joy episode

hearing the news of my parents dismissal was still a shock to me ND I denied my self from many thing,I refuse to eat,take my bath nor talk to anyone,I only have my book ND pen to always communicate with.my uncle's daughter Amanda will always come around my door step to always keep me company nd begged for me to open the door,I was never in the mood nor in a right frame of mind to talk to anyone I will always scream and shout at her with a teary voice,go away please u don't know what it mean to live without ur parents at least u have urs with u.don't try to pitty me because I hate all of u,bring back my parents were u have taken them to and let live happily as family's again,if not don't come back to my door step again,I hate u,I hate ur parents I hate myself ND I hate the world.amanda felt my pain ND say,glossy we can always be sisters we can always be family's although my elder brother Jack is not here I believed any day he comes back we all will get along as one big family let's play together glossy let me share ur pain with u let me cry with u nd let me be happy with u.i want us to be more like twins since we are of the same age please dear come out ND have ur bath at least eat something ND look good for urself,Are u not going to make ur parents proud or do u want them to see u as a failure.that statement rang a bell in my ear ND I remembered wen I promise dad that I will make them proud,I sluggishly went straight to the door, stire at it a little before I gradually opened it. she stood up ND hug me,she cried because I was already looking tatard ND skinny, don't worry sis u will be fine ,I assure u that.