I am fully moved in with Sam now. I feel better being here. Just to know I'm not alone, it actually eases some of my fears. Sam makes me feel safe, comfortable and loved. I haven't felt like this since my last visit home when mom was still alive.
It's been 10 days since Jared left. Sam told me Jared is planning to return to finish his vacation. He should be here in about 2 weeks of everything with Cora's trial goes as planned. I'm looking forward to seeing Jared again. As weird as it seems, I'm comfortable being around him. I don't feel threatened with him near. Granted, I haven't been close to meant men since I left my home but he doesn't make me uncomfortable.
Sam is in town today. I had him take my tablet to download news. I try to keep up but I just get upset. Maybe today will hol
