~Blaine's Pov~
I have to gather myself up. I catched myself being interested in her. She is f*****g 18 man. This whole thing is just wrong. The doesn't even want to marry me. She agreed on the contract without hesitation. No women in this world would dump me. She is so focused on herself and family that she doesn't even care about it.
After the agreement I stayed cold to her. At first I was nice and charming because her attractive looks hypnotized me. I needed to get the f**k away from her. After we marry I will make set rules. She has to stay away from or I'll change my plans from staying distant to her. Her soft voice and mature personality is impressive. She is more mature and intellegent than most women my age are. She is smart and beautiful. Maybe I don't deserve her. She would never be happy by my side. f**k man. I looked on my hand seeing the ring on it. I really am deep in this s**t.
When I arrived home my whole family was all over me asking me speaking about her. „Son she is perfect. She is smart and respectful to everyone.
A perfect elegant wife for you. A lot better than the other girls you brought home. She is also unbelievably beautiful and looks so mature for her age. She is going to go to medical school soon, did you know that?",my mom said while looking at me. „Yes I know mom. She is really great.",I said with a forced smile. „We talked about the wedding. It will be in 3 months. We wanted to leave her some time before she jumps into a marriage after high school so that she doesn't get to much emotional pressure",my dad said.
Wow. How thoughtful of him. „Thats a good idea.",I said. „I am gonna go out with her tomorrow again. She is a very nice person to talk to.",I said as my parents cheered around. „I am so happy for you son. Finally you took the right decision. She is also celebrating her 18th birthday next Tuesday.They invited us too. But it is going to be a surprise party so don't tell her.",my mom said and hugged me. I have never seen them this happy to be honest. I am going to divorce her anyway.
„Yeah mom. I am very exhausted so I am gonna go to sleep. Good night everyone.",I said and went into my bedroom. My parents where right. She is perfect. But too perfect. So perfect that she managed to hurt my ego. The only women I have met who doesn't jump on me and has self respect. She unbelievably woke my interests but it I can't let her have any hopes in me. I am not what she is looking for.
~Delana's Pov~
I went in my room changed into my pyjamas before putting off my make up. When I came back from the bathroom I saw aiden sitting on my bed waiting for me. I closed the door and sat down on my desk.
„How was it? What did you guys talk about? Did he touch you?","No aiden calm down, we just talked about our selves and got to know each other. We are meeting tomorrow again.", I said while looking at him. „Do you like him?","He isn't too bad but his ego really pisses me off. He probably laid to many women and isn't impressed by my calmness.",I said while rolling my eyes. „I will get used to it. Don't worry",I said and gave him a hopeful smile. He stood up and hugged me.
„If he does anything that pisses you off. You know where to find me. I don't care who he is I will kill that motherfucker with my bare hands", he said and I started laughing. Not because it was funny more because I knew he was dead serious and would do that without any doubt. He left and I layed down on my bed looking at the ring on my finger.
Tears slowly ran down my cheek. If my parents would have been alive this would've never happened. My dad would never force me into anything. I miss them all so much. My moms wise words. My dads big huggs. My brothers stupid laughs and dump jokes. Sometimes I remember that I haven't heard they're voice in so long. That I start to forget it. I remember it again when I watch old videos of us. I wish I could meet them one last time. Tell them how much I love them and that I always will. My parents would never want me to get heartbroken over a boy or let him use me. So I won't. I don't care how many women are chasing him or are begging him to get laid by him, I won't be one of them. No matter how attractive he is. He isn't the only one in this world.
I didn't sleep at all. My anxiety was killing me the whole night. I am so scared of what the future will bring to me. In the morning I started my part of the contract. My first point was that he wasn't going to divorce me until I got into medical school and that he had to pay for my degree.
I know that is a hard point but I will waste important months of my life for him, just that his reputation gets better so I its the least he can do. He is a billionaire's son anyway. Secondly I had,separated rooms', I was not gonna sleep in the same bed or room with him. Never. To avoid any physical contact or feelings. Third was,respect privacy', he was not going to get involved in my privacy or freedom. I can go wherever and whenever I wan't to without his permission.
And lastly, Respect'. I want to be treated with respect by him as I deserve it. If he treats me not as I deserve I will leave. I don't care about his reputation. No sleeping and going out with other women while we are married. Nothing that could hurt my pride or disrespect me. I printed it out and closed the window in my computer. I put the contract in a file and put it under my pillow before going downstair. I ate some cereal before going into the living room.
Everybody was at work except my little cousin who was still 11. „Are you going to marry? Will you leave us?",he asked with his eyes wide open hoping that I will say no. „Yes love. I will but you can always call me or visit me whenever you want.",I said while opening my arms for him to hug me. He hugged me and rested his head on my shoulder. I will miss this.
I got a call by kaiden and I picked up as I went in my room. „Hello beautiful", I heard him say on the other line. „Hey", I said softly and heared him chuckle. „How did you sleep","Not at all. My thoughts started consuming me again.",I said and heard him sigh.
„I would love to be by your side today. Let me know if you want to talk about it. I'll be there in a couple seconds",he said. Thats so thoughtful of him. But I got to meet mr.Ace today. That arrogant a*s. „I will let you know. Thank you kaiden seriously.","No need to thank me. I'll do it because I want to. Know smile and try better this night. If you want to you can call me and I'll wait till you sleep in",he suggested and made me smile again.
"Okay. I gotta go now. We'll talk later","Yeah. Bye","Bye",I said and hung up. This boy was an angel. A real one. I don't deserve him. I decided to study until I had to meet him so I sat down and did some biology until 2 pm. After I got ready picked out a pair of baggy mid waist das jeans and a black long sleeve crop top. I put my hair in a sleek mid bun and did my usual make up routine. I put on some jewelry and perfume before grabbing my over sized blazer and purse.
I took the contract that I almost forgot. I went to my little cousin jason to let him know that I am leaving to grab coffee with blaine. I heard the doorbell ring so I went downstairs to open it. Blaine was standing there his eyes roaming over my body whilst I opened the door.
"Ready?", he just said. "Hello to you too
and yes I am ready.",I said as I put on
my black and white jordans. I closed
the door and followed him to his car.
This time I needed to open my own door. This guy has got some serious mood swings.