Maya Tonight was the bachelor and bachelorette party for Melissa and Raphael. The boys were going out to the club for their party and we were staying in the house. The house was vibrant and full of life. The sun was up and shining brightly. It felt good and it was like everything was falling in place. There was no space for doubt or feeling pessimistic. I woke up next to the love of my life. I smiled and I just stared at him for a good five minutes appreciating his handsome presence. He was naked from the waist up and the sun shined on his toned muscled body. I consider myself lucky to have him in my life. im glad even in my anger for him I didn't move on with my life with another man. Besides, I still don't think I could ever do that. I never figured out why I could not imagine myself

