TAINTED

YOU

LILIENE

Move on.

Pack your bags.

Move in a new city.

Live a new life. It was exactly eight months ago when I decided to do those things. I'm peacefully living my life here in Infinity Isle where I work as a receptionist.

So different from where I came from. Far away from the heartache, trauma and... 

I shook my head. I shouldn't be thinking about that. I'm living a new life now. I might as well live it to the fullest.

I took a deep breath and smiled as I looked around while walking towards the cabin for the staff.

The island is in Quezon that was why we are really staying here in the island.

I usually walked my way towards the cabin after work even though we have a golf cart to ride on.

It was already ten PM and the fairy lights and bulbs were perfectly designed around the trees to give light in the sandy pathway. It was beautiful.

You will feel the peacefulness of the island.

"Oh, R-River..."

I walked slowly as I felt I heard something. But when I heard a moan I stopped moving and looked around.

On my right side is the Infinity Lounge Bar. I didn't see anyone though. But where does the noise came from? 

I shook my head and continued walking.

"f**k, babe."

I looked again at the bar when I heard that voice. And that was when I saw a man and a woman at the back of the bar. Even if it was a bit dark, I could see them.

And they were actually having s*x!

"I'm almost there, River..." the woman said loudly.

To say that I was shocked was an understatement. I don't know what I should do. I was stuck in where I was standing.

I couldn't seem to move my feet. 

I couldn't even take off my eyes at the man.

He was... I couldn't find the right word to describe how gorgeous he was.

Even his body was perfectly toned. He looked so hot.

"Ugh..." the man groaned that I felt my cheeks burned.

His voice was so manly. Immediately, I felt something in my stomach.

The way he was thrusting while carrying the girl rush of all the blood in my body in my face. That was so erotic. Like he was so good in bed. He was moving so effortlessly.

It felt so wrong to watch them but I couldn't move. 

It felt so wrong to feel this way but it was as if I was mesmerized on how he moved so sexily. Like he was born to pleasure women.

What the f**k. I could see his manhood moving in and out. It was long, thick and definitely hard.

The woman couldn't even contain her loud moan. As if she was really having a good s*x right now.

I could only see their side view but I could see how aroused he was. He threw his head back like he was about to come. 

I felt my heart stopped when I realized they might see me there. 

I immediately hide behind the nearest tree.

I can feel the warm of my face. I felt something in my stomach that was very familliar but I refused to entertain.

For moment, I cringed in the scene I just witnessed. My heart was touched by a familliar emotion I was so scared of, but it vanished immediately, which is very unsual... and scary.

It made me question, why?

Slowly, I tried to look if they were still there. I took a deep breath when they were not there anymore.

I took another breath to calm my senses because I felt like I lose all my energy because of what I have witnessed.

I continued walking. With just a few steps I felt someone grabbed my arm!

I screamed and the stranger pushed me in the tree and he covered my mouth.

"Jesus, woman, stop!" he whispered as I continued screaming despite his hand on my mouth.

When I looked intently at his face my eyes grew wide and I stopped screaming.

He was the man who was having s*x a while ago! 

I could't help but looked at me from head to toe.

He was still half naked, but he was now wearing a board shorts.

"Did you enjoy what you just watched?" he sensually asked. His lips twitched and his head tilted arrogantly while looking at me from head to foot. 

The way I could feel the heat that was coming from his hand on my wrist didn't help at all.

But I didn't felt disgusted, surprisingly. What I felt was I would melt in his touch.

I didn't say anything. I was just staring at him. Examining his face.

He looked more gorgeous up close. His eyebrows were thick. His eyes were so dark like storm. It was cold yet beautiful. It looked dangerous yet inviting.

Even his nose was proud and pointed. And his lips, with its perfect curve and red like rubies was very inviting, very tempting. His spanish features were perfectly matched his skin color.

Very manly. He looked like someone who had the power and control in everything.

Something shifted in my heart. He was standing proud in front of me, almost arrogant, gorgeous and intimidating.

His hair was in a bun. He was definitely looked like badboy. And he was so hot that he was slowly burning me.

I trembled when he moved in front of me.

He trapped me inside his arms with the tree behind me.

I took a deep breath when he lowered his face at me. He smelled like a combination of expensive perfume, s*x and alcohol, which is not good based on the effect it gave in me.

"Are you satisfied, baby? After watching me having s*x, you now shamelessly staring at my face," he whispered, his hot breath fanning the fire that was leaping inside of me.

I bit my lower lip to calm the beating of my heart. 

From my eyes, he looked at my lips. If it was possible, his eyes turned darker, with emotion I couldn't name.

I took a deep breath.

Trying so hard to fight his effect on me and trying so hard to fight the battles inside of me.

"Are you okay?"

I moved not thinking that it would get us closer, especially 

Because I moved to stand up straight, our bodies get close, especially our face.

 I was trying so hard not to looked at his lips!

"I'm sorry for that, Sir, but I hope next time that won't happen again. If the other visitors caught you, they may feel uncomfortable."

There was no point in denying it.

But this is really embarassing!

He lopsidedly grinned at me then moved away. 

He crossed his arms and I saw how his well-toned muscle moved.

I cleared my throat and looked at him again. 

"So it made you uncomfortable, baby, hmm?"

I wanted to answered him that it was not proper to have s*x in public places, especially here in this resort, but I tried to calm myself knowing that he is a guest here, well, a possible VIP guest, too.

"I don't what to talk about that anymore, Sir. That's a very private matter."  I smiled at him, emphasizing the last sentence. "If you'll excuse me, I have to go, Sir." I almost run away from him. He let me passed at him but I was just taking a few steps when he spoke again.

"One more thing."

I stopped but I didn't looked at his way again. Because I know that If I did, it would have a huge effect on me again. 

"What's your name?"

It took me a few minutes to process what he just said. 

I looked back at him with a smile on his lips. Trying so hard to be professional in front of him.

"It's Liliene, Sir."

He lopsidedly grin at me, and how I wanted to wipe away that in his face.

He looked dangerously handsome!

"All right, Liliene, see you tomorrow."

Immediately, I felt my heart pounded. My senses felt heightened. Like I was so high with intense emotions just because of the way he said my name.

I just smiled again. Then I pushed myself to turned my back at him. 

The way he said my name kept repeating in my ears.

Fuck, it was so sexy. Why everything about him is is so sexy?

I walked so fast, I wanted to be far away from him as soon as possible. 

When I have an enough distance from him I walked towards the tree and leaned in using one of my hand.

I took a deep breath and exhaled. My heart was palpitating. 

Not because of my anxiety, I know it was because of something else.

I leaned on the tree and slowly get on my knees, not minding the sand.

That's just when realized that my knees were trembling. 

Damn that man and his effect on me!   

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