the girl that was hurting

the memory part 2

I was home alone, I made sure that my window was locked I put my chair in front of my door,  to make sure no one and I mean no one I was think of who hated me or had something against me but I couldn't put my finger on it. 

So I called my best friend to see if she had any idea any at all but sadly , she had not idea. my best friend kept asking and asking why I asked her if someone was mad at me that I didn't know about, and my best friend said to me that she was worried about me, only because I have a past of hurting my self. 

I was a good girl straight A's I am smart as a whip I didn't care about what others thought of me that was their opinions. all that matters to me is that I get good grades and that I get into a good collage and that I like a good life i had my whole life planed out. 

I didn't have any one to ruin that and i knew that know could ruin it as long as I knew i could it. Most of my school hated me for some reason i didn't know maybe it was because i am the smartest girl in my school  and i heard something at my front door but if it was one of my family members they all have, keys but no i heard the person knocking on my front door, and so i raced to turn of my light so that person wouldn't know that I am there.