KAIDORA
That moment where Damian had raised my gown, all I could hear in my head was, “It’s f*****g hard to look at you. Every time I do, it kills whatever b***r I have.”
Those were Skylar’s exact words, and those were the words that kept repeating over and over in my head.
It’s hard to look at you.
It kills whatever b***r I have.
It was like a bell that wouldn't go off. An alarm that kept ringing. And then when I asked that question, “Are you disgusted?” and Damian couldn't give me an answer, I got the answer I needed. He was. He was, and it was all my fault. What was I even doing? What was I thinking when I made a move on him like that? Where did that thought and confidence come from?
At the end of the day, I made a fool of myself. It seems that was all I knew how to do.
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