Cameron Fuck, I was exhausted. I barely slept for the last two days. Not that I couldn’t sleep, I didn’t want to. Not until I cleared out this stupid misunderstanding between me and Rachel. And for two days, I barely saw my baby girl. I thanked Uncle Ricardo for coming before because it seemed it was what Rachel needed. He told me when I came home that Rachel actually believed in me. That she only didn’t want to get hurt again. That was kind of the temporary medicine I needed to keep doing this. Even so, that didn’t stop her natural stubbornness. Rachel kept giving me the silent treatment. She didn’t run away, which was a good thing. I still locked her in our guest room. I always delivered the food to her. I sent Chris every time it was her lunchtime. I couldn’t ask Kenzie – even though

