Love and Lust in Contract Marriage

Chapter 18

s**t, s**t, s**t!

Liam's words never stop coming out of his mouth. Even though an hour had passed since he left the residence, he still couldn't shake off all the anger and tension that was gripping his most sensitive part of his body. Damn it Kate!

He had really been tempted earlier. His body responded well to her taste on his lips. He had even imagined their sweet and passionate first night. He would fondle her until they were both satisfied. Over and over until Kate begged him to stop.

Kate's body was indeed as beautiful as the picture in her brain. The woman's skin is so smooth and feels soft in her hands. Obviously, Kate is the type of woman who likes to take care of her body. If not, the lower part of Kate's body will not be so smooth when touched by his hands. And let's not forget the woman's beautiful silhouette that made him want to keep looking at her. His wife also had firm breasts and they fit so well in her hand that he could feel all of the firm lumps when squeezing them. For him, there is no woman as beautiful and beautiful as Kate. What's more, the woman is his and only he is given the opportunity to savor every inch of Kate's beautiful body. At least, until their deal ended, he should be able to make good use of the opportunity.

Damn it! His body stiffened again just by imagining Kate's physical beauty in his mind. His breath also caught up when the vivid flashes of her sensual female body joined his sordid thoughts. Really, he wanted to f**k her right now.

However, he couldn't do it. Not. He wouldn't. Liam is not a man who would force a woman to have s*x with him. As badass as he is, he will not start something without the consent of both parties. Too risky. For him and the woman.

That's why, when Kate showed her resistance, she stopped. Even though the desire to feel her woman's body was so strong, he had to hold it tightly. Despite the great disappointment he felt, he no longer tried. What's more when he saw Kate's eyes covered with fear, he did not move the slightest from his place.

To be honest, many questions were dancing in his brain. What's wrong with Kate? Why is Kate so scared? What scares Kate? Is Kate afraid of him? Why so? Was it possible, Kate felt uncomfortable with her treatment? … and so on which creates frustration in him. He couldn't guess the reason behind the fear that was able to make her tremble. Yes, he could hear the thrill in her resistance—her voice and demeanor.

Or maybe, that's the reason. Virginity. Kate had never had s*x so it was only natural that his wife would react that way. Nervous and scared. Just as he caught in every stiff movement of her woman. However, isn't that fear too much considering their relationship which has officially become a husband and wife. And if Kate was worried that Liam would treat her roughly, she could breathe a sigh of relief because he wasn't that kind of man. Remember, he doesn't like to be pushy.

Yes, it must be. That's the only reason that makes sense that can be accepted by him. And he can understand that. Not. He had to understand it, even though the disappointment was still lodged in his heart.

So, what does he do now?

She had already said, had she not, that she left Kate and her estate the moment the rejection came to her. He needed time to calm himself and his emotions, ease the tense nerves in his body, and extinguish the fire of his passion. He walked and walked around the small island where he lived and let the night breeze help clear his mind.

And does it work?

We'll see it.

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Liam returns to his room, I mean theirs, past midnight. He picked that time because he thought Kate would already be fast asleep. Then again, he couldn't have been out all night. The body also needs rest.

But, as it turned out, his guess was wrong. His very hot wife, apparently, is still awake. He could clearly see his figure in the middle of the dim night which was slightly helped by the light from the dimly lit bedroom lights. The woman sitting on the bed immediately turned to look at him when her eyes found Kate there.

Kate had changed her clothes. There was no longer the bathrobe that Liam had wanted to take off his body. There was also no lingerie that the woman could find in the cupboard. Ah, he remembered. Kate was in no mood to wear it. What for? Just have s*x with him, Kate wasn't ready. Moreover, teasing her by wearing lingerie that anyone knows where it ends. It couldn't be.

"Where have you been?"

The question was ejected on ten the roar of the water that accompanies the silence of their night. The voices more or less succeeded in calming the turmoil in Liam's chest. Her emotions died down. Even with his disappointment that began to fade. However, apparently, he wasn't ready to share a bed with Kate yet because a thick blanket came with him back to his residence. Yes, he deliberately asked the hotel staff.

"Take a walk," Liam answered briefly as he stepped onto the biggest sofa in the room. That's where he sleeps tonight, and perhaps the next.

No reply from Kate. Liam is the same way. The man is not in a good mood tonight. So, as much as possible he minimizes direct or indirect interactions with Kate. No further talk, or he might explode.

Liam set up some cushions as a base for his head, then stretched out the blanket he was carrying. He was already preparing to seat himself on the long couch that luckily fit his tall body, when suddenly Kate interrupted him.

"I-I want to continue our activities earlier." The voice was very low, but still audible in Liam's ears.

The man looked at Kate with a look filled with confusion. He felt astonished, confused, and in disbelief at what had just entered his ears. Did you hear him wrong? Kate asked for something she had refused. Very funny.

"What did you mean? Our s*x?” Liam pretended to ask, even though his brain had concluded.

“Y-Yes.”

Liam caught the faint tremor in Kate's voice, the same note he had when she rejected him. He could only smile sadly. “No, Kate. It's past midnight. We need to sleep.” He refused, of course. Who wants to be let down a second time on the same night? For sure, it wasn't him.

"But Liam, I want to keep our deal."

Again, Kate interrupts Liam and his activities to get ready for bed. "I said no, Kate." This time the refusal was firmer. "Oh, and you better think carefully about what you want before you say it because next time I won't be as good tonight," he said, giving a warning as well as ending their brief conversation.