NORA The file is open,it has been open for a while now. I keep starting sentences and stopping them, without even getting to the second line before my head goes somewhere else and I lose the thread completely and have to start over. It's not about the test. That's the thing, I know the test is a must and I can't escape it. Three days from now,Marcus and Celeste will be coming here and Daniel will be doing whatever he needs to do and all of it is happening in three days whether I'm mentally prepared or not. I've already decided I'm prepared for what this is about. It's the other thing I can't stop snagging on.The fact that Rapheal arranged it a week ago. One week ago. He arranged the whole thing, knew the whole time,yet sat close to me at breakfast and passed files through my do

