NORA I make tea first. Drink it standing at the window as I watch two pack members cross the grounds below and watch them disappear around the east building. I can't believe I have been standing here for this long just to watch them disappear. I'm not nervous,that's not what this is. I'm just.. I don't know how to describe it. The morning briefing ends sooner than later and I hear the corridor outside his study go quiet. Eli is with Wren already, her voice carries some story about something in the garden. I wait until there's nothing left to wait for. Then I started moving towards the door, I paused when I got closer . --- One knocks at the door and hears his deep masculine voice as he said.”Come in.” He's at his desk,looking at papers, not the door. That controlled stillness he

