I had to pull myself together as best I could, mumbling in tears. I'm not ready at the moment. But I will be prepared. What choice do I have? I immediately felt my legs trembling like limp noodles. This isn't a dream. This will be the real thing. I was still trying to process everything I had read and what was supposed to happen. It all sounds so awesome, but I felt weak and discombobulated. I'm filled with so many emotions. One minute I'm trying to escape, and the next minute, I dream of being loved by all three men! It was a scene that I could not easily erase from my mind. It kept playing countless times in my head. Is that what I want to happen? Or do I prefer to be in love with only one of them who will give me that rhythmic thrum of pleasure forever? Who would ever think this would

