Charlize (State of Mind is In a State of Shock!) Who Am I? Who Am I? I'm just an ordinary girl who wants to experience an oh-so-sweet love. So I chose to go after it and thought I was unstoppable. When and what choice did I make? I think it happened somewhere around this time, day and hour. Activities of the day kept repeatedly running in my head, repeating now and then. Even things I didn't remember doing surfaced to and fro, all of it quickly spiraling and spinning out of control, some of it so new, some of it so old. Then suddenly everything went dark, I mean dark, pitch black. I tried to wake up but couldn't move or open my eyes, and blackness ensued, even though I was wide awake. I asked myself as I lay here, listening to all the noises around me. Did I have a bad dream? Did I di

