I bit my lips. I want to hate this feeling and start treating him the way I was treated. It hurts and I want to avoid it at all costs. Maybe, I can successfully forget about it if I can manage to erase many years of longing and dreaming of being with him. Maybe, all my wishes and dreams about him are just for nothing.
I smiled bitterly. If that’s the case, then what am I here for? I thought I came here so that I could be strong enough to fight for that future I dreamt of having with William. But now, it seems impossible to have that anymore. It seems that he is not what I imagined him to be, or rather, he does not want me the way I thought before. Maybe I just imagined everything, everything must have been a product of my imagination. After all, he never said he loved me or even liked me
