THESE THINGS I'LL NEVER SAY

these things she wrote

Next morning she did her best to avoid Julia at all costs, thankfully she was still mad at her and had no intention to talk. She briefly wondered if anyone else blamed her for this mess... She tried to shake the thought away and focused as hard as she could on her work, working long hours until she could not avoid going home anymore.

Tired sitting on the bed as she took off her shoes, rubbing her sore feet. She noticed IT again.. It was right there on her nightstand! Mocking her, daring her yo open it...

She picked it up determined to throw it in a drawer, in the trash, out of the window...Anywhere she could get rid of the wretched thing and never think about it again.

Unfortunately, yet again, her curiosity got the best of her and she opened the diary once more - promising herself that this would be the last time - "6. Even when you give me the silent treatment, it still feels so nice to be near you. by now you probably hate me, but my heart still skips a beat just by being near you.. So much I want to tell you, but its nothing you want to hear". Or read! Alice though to herself..m things had been fine before! If anyone was to blame it was Jane! She was the one who ruined it. But she was not ready to relive the whole debacle yet. If ever...