Attracted To The Broken

God I hate school

........... Zoey's P.O.V.............

I slowly opened one eye seeing that it is already morning.

I took a minute wanting to get rid of the sleepiness in my eyes, just then the activities of yesterday came crashing to my mind like a wrecking ball.

I jolted up of bed and soon regretting it cuz I had the worst f*****n pain in my head, so I decided to take a moment to regain myself.

I started looking around and that's when I saw her... sleeping, her mouth slightly open, soft snores coming out of her full kissable lips.

she looked so cute, I could eat her. I blush at that thought cuz that's exactly what I wanted to do, but I have to go back home before somebody sees me.

Putting one leg down I felt pain between my legs not too much just a little bit sore.

I decided to suck it up, I got up making sure I don't wake her and found my dress. I pulled it up remembering that I'll be going commando, I put on my heels which I had to look for, for about 5 minutes.

I decided to sneak out of the room slowly, unlocking the door, I went out without waking LJ.

Quickly getting out of the house while dodging sleeping bodies all over the place.

I hailed myself a taxi and got in.

In the car I couldn't help myself but think about what happened yesterday.

I have no regrets whatsoever but I know that it will cause problems for me so it better if I choose to act like nothing happened.

Hopefully LJ is thinking the same thing as me.

I soon arrive at home, I quickly pay the driver who is eying me in a weird way but I pay no mind to it cuz I'm just too tired to care.

I got inside the house, I didn't even care where my brother was.

I'll just have to deal with him later, but I was slightly worried about Beyonce.

I wonder what happened to her, I really hope she didn't wake up with a rando's d**k down her throat but knowing her she probably did.

I get in my room and grab a quick shower, I put on my shoes and my big tee and went straight to bed. Drinking some pills for the headache.

I send a quick text to Beyonce telling her that I'm fine and I'm at home sleeping and getting rid of the hangover, she didn't reply so I charge my phone and drifted off to sleep.

After few hours I was woken up by my brother shaking me furiously while calling my name.

"what!?, go away Joey... I'm tired" I said pulling the cover over my head.

"No you have to wake up, you've been sleeping the whole day and I've been waiting patiently to know how you got home" he said still shaking me.

"can't it wait, please Joey I'm tired" I said still covered. f**k this boy can really be a pain in the ass.

"I know.... I know but I was worried about you, the only time I saw you was when you were dancing and after that you went AWOL on me."

I finally got up looking at him while laying down.

It pains me to have to lie to him but I'm not ready to tell him yet.

"ok... after that I went to have some more drinks and then decided to head home I actually called a taxi, I'm fine you don't have to worry about me, I just got tired"I said shrugging.

"Of course I worry about you I was the one who asked you to come with me to the party" how I wish he could just drop it.

"really Joey I'm fine" I said giving him a small smile.

"ok then, so did you enjoy it?". he asked his eyes full of hope.

"hell yeah!" I beamed "it was amazing, if this is what I have been missing out on all these years... I really have to start to party most of the time." I said knowing exactly that I'm talking about a particular event. I still hate parties.

"really, so why are you blushing?" he asked arching a brow at me.

"did you perhaps get a boyfriend?, should I get ready to kill someone"

"no I didn't!!... I didn't get a boyfriend" I was getting all defensive.

"are you sure?"

"you have my word" he didn't believe me but choose to drop it and I'm happy that he did. He kissed my chick and got out of my room.

I soon heard someone coming in without knocking and I knew who it was. "hey b**ch" Bee came to me kissing my face all over.

"hey babe,how are you" I asked eying the container she's carrying.

"I'm good doll, you are glowing...did you by any chance get laid..huhh?.. huh?". " no I did not, stop it"

shit she's gonna see right through me so I quickly change the topic.

"how the f**k do you look so beautiful and chippy while I'm here feeling like I've been hit by a bus".

"you get used to it" she said laughing at me.

"that doesn't help you know" I said pouting a little.

"Joey just gets hotter and hotter" she said licking her lips.

" eww that's my brother dude" I make gagging sounds."I'd f**k him anytime anywhere, anyhow damn he's yummy..."

I shut my ears "please make it stop".

"I'm just kidding, I bought you fried chips" she says giving me the container.

"oh my god that's why you're the best friend in the whole world" I say kissing her multiple times.

"you know I am, you are nothing without me b***h" she says smiling.

"obviously!!" f**k I love fried chips.

we continue to make small talks she ends up asking me where I was and I told her the same story as Joey.

I just don't know if I'm ready to tell anybody yet. I tell Joey everything because I believe that blood is thicker than water but it doesn't mean I don't trust Bee, believe me I do.

that is my b***h right there ok... but I'm a very private person and I don't trust easy but I'll probably tell her, I'm just not ready yet because I don't know what last night means to me yet.

I was bought out of my thoughts by Bee's loud sigh. I look at her popping a fry in my mouth.

"what now?"

she looks at me "I'm just thinking that tomorrow we are going to school, gosh I hate school" she wingles her hands dramatically

"the feeling is mutual babe" I say laughing at her.

After that we decided to go get ice cream, so I took a quick shower and put on my leggings and crop top and some vans tekkies.

l pull my hair up into a messy bun and take my phone and some cash.

in the kitchen we find Joey and Chris making small talks while eating.

I decided to to say hi to Chris because whenever Joey is around Bee never seems to get her words out

"hi Chris, had fun last night"

"hell yeah I did but I think it's could have been better" he says grinning at me. Damn I'm so short compared to him." why?, the blonde you were hovering didn't give it to you nice" I ask rolling my eyes at him.

"It really would have been nice if it would have been a short blue head girl" he winks at me.

"say that again and I'll kick you out of here" Joey gives him a punch.

"protective much?" I say smiling at Joey "chill dude I'm just joking" he moves his eyes to me "not" he said while winking at me we all laugh and decide to drop it.

we decided to go together to get ice cream. I would really need some before daddy came home, not that he gives me any attention whatsoever but when he is around I feel like I'm suffocating I hardly talk to him even if we are in the same room.

it has become normal so much so that when he is in the kitchen I don't go near it until he is done.

we don't eat together because nothing goes down my stomach when he's around and he seems perfectly fine with it so that's how it is.

It breaks me thinking about this matter, it always brings tears to my eyes but I think of my purpose of living and decide to hell with it and continue like nothing is happening.

we got the ice cream Bee and Joey flirting here and there and my friend was having the time of her life so by all means I decided to give them space as much as I could and made small talks with Chris.

we arrived back home and my dad was already there but I didn't wanna talk to him so as soon as we arrived I made myself noodles as quickly as possible and went straight to doing my homework which I remembered just a few minutes ago.

God I hate School.

And the worst part is that I'll have to face LJ tomorrow and I don't know how she will react to what happened yesterday night.

I really hope she's not rude to me because I know she is one of the bullies in school and I hope she doesn't tell anyone about what happened between us.

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