16.) Hotel Confessions

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“Ivy, are you ready to talk?” I ask and Ivy looks up at me and throws a finger up to motion for me to give her a moment. She sets her bag beside her as she pulls out her charger. She plugs it in, then sits down on the edge of the bed. “I'm all ears Wyatt.”  She says simply and I take a deep breath. This was going to be a lot, on me and her both. It had to be done though. “ Now what I'm about to tell you, it's going to be a lot but I want you to hear everything before you comment on anything okay?.”  She nods and I let out yet another shaky breath and look down. “ When I left your apartment I drove back to my house  but when I was about to pull into my driveway, I heard screaming and saw Tami’s front door wide open.I quickly Park in her driveway and jumped out of the car. I ran up to her doorstep and I saw her on the ground with a man on top of her. He had a gun in his hand, I did the first thing I could think of and grabbed something to hit him over the head. He fell to the ground and his gun fell away from him. He instantly struggled back and started to attack me. He reached for the gun and I grabbed it first. He was still coming at me and I shot him in the face. I shot him right there cold blood. It all happened so fast I had no time to think and I only then had realized what I done.”  I run a shaking hand over my face and begin to pace. I could see his body now. I could feel his blood on my skin again. I was breathing heavy. “ I was so struck with fear, that happened I couldn't think straight.  Tami had said that it was her ex-husband and he was accusing her of stealing money from him. She was going to kill her and she was so grateful for me coming when I did. I was actually about to call the cops, to turn myself in. It was third-party self-defense right so, nothing too bad could happen to me. But then Tami started speaking frantically about she would go down for this because it was her husband and I would go down to. We planned to move the body at night, we took it to a pig farm. When you showed up I was taking a shower because I had just finished hiding the body in her basement. Tami was jealous of you. She didn't understand why you had me and she didn't.” I was shaking at this point and I felt as though the tears dripping out my eyes were normal. I killed a man. He may not have been innocent but I could have done so much more to just stop him. “ It kills me every day to think about what I did, because I could have done so much more to prevent him from having to be killed. Fight or flight skills were put to the test that day, and I chose to fight it. That is all, I am so sorry. Don't hate me, please, don't hate me I just didn't want you to think I cheated on you. You deserve so much more than that. You knowing the truth is better than thinking that.”  My knees feel weak and I was sobbing at this point. I felt so ashamed. I haven't told anybody. I slid down onto the ground. I couldn't take it. I haven't had the courage to look at her since I began talking. I was afraid of her reaction.  “Wyatt, calm down. I don’t hate you.”  Ivy says in a calm voice. I look up and she sits down in front of me. She separates my legs, crawling between them and grabs each side of my face and looks deep into my eyes. I probably looked absolutely pathetic right now. “You did what you had to do. If you would have called the cops you definitely would have went to jail. you did only what was right for you at the moment and that's okay Wyatt. I do not hate you. I just wish I would have considered something as extreme like this being why you were at Tami's. I was devastated after I left that place, and right now looking at my life , I think I did some pretty stupid things in response to that. God how could I be so stupid. No one just leaves a letter like that then cheats on somebody. I am genuinely sorry I didn't believe you.”  I was in complete awe. I love this woman with every fiber of my being and she was accepting me at the moment. She grabs my hand, keeping her right on my cheek as she brushes away a tear.  “ No I'm sorry that I didn't, no wasn't able to explain what happened. This entire thing was a gigantic mess. I just hope you can forgive me.” She nods and smiles at me sympathetically. ”I forgive you Wyatt. I just hope that you can forgive my behavior." I nod, smiling at her gratefully. I tackle her in a hug and she laughs. I litter her face with kisses and she stops laughing as I get close to her lips. We stare at each other in the eyes for a moment and I look down at her lips. This is me asking for permission. All of a sudden she flips over where she's on top and she smiles down at me. God did she look good. I could watch her like this all day , she leans in close and gets next to my ear. “I need to shower. Get some rest.” She says with a deviant tone behind her voice. I sit up with her in my lap and place a kiss on her neck,  just one to tease her as much as possible. I pull away and notice her face of bliss for a moment. “As you wish. Thank u Ivy.”  She nods and I pull her chest into my face and close my eyes. I can hear her heartbeat and the plumpness of her breasts. I pull away and she smiles and gets off of me. She's makes her way to her bag and takes it into the bathroom without another word.  I looked down and thank my lucky stars that I didn't have a b***r when she was on top of me. If I had, I feel as though I'd be about 10 inches deep in her right about now. I strip out of my clothes, down to just my boxers. I fold them in a pile on my side of the bed. I plug up my phone and push the covers down, as I lay there thinking. That went better than I thought. It was way too good to be true. What did this mean for us? Are more things going to be better? Or are we going to get back together? My mind was absolutely racing. I just wanted her in my life. The bathroom door opens and Ivy comes out in just a t-shirt and panties. The T-shirt was white and clung to her naked body. I could see her n****e piercings through her shirt. Her hair was wet and dripping down onto the shirt too. She smiles at me and takes a towel to her head I glanced down at myself to make sure I was keeping everything under control. Her eyes scan my body and she bites her lip. I catch her staring and she averts her eyes. She sits on the edge of the bed. I can see  the outline of her black thong through her shirt. she looked absolutely delectable. I put my arms behind my head and take a deep breath trying to control every thought I could. “ Good night  Wyatt, I'll see you in the morning.”  She says and with that she gets in the bed and pulls the covers on top of her, turning her back to me. I smile at this and whisper a good night to her as well .I pull the covers up over myself as well and sigh.  I couldn't sleep. I stayed up for two or three more hours after that. Her soft breaths soothed me but what was the real cherry on top, was when she snuggled into my side. She was so precious. So fragile. So amazingly perfect.
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