Thinking back on all the things that have happened to me I never would have believed I would be sitting here with Nathan on my side and Jewel laying in our laps.
I know I will never forget the past and the things I went through, but sometimes I like to think those were just nightmares and pretend mine and Nathan relationship is somewhat normal.
Since I have been around there hasn't been any deaths and I haven't seen anything on the t.v about any of us, as bad as it sounds it makes life a bit easier.
I do sometimes wish I could contact family and let everyone know that I am fine and still alive, but Nathan says that it would cause everything to get bad again and to just wait a little longer.
"Are you ok babe?" Nathan asked
I turned my head to look at him
"Yea, sorry I was just thinki
