Fan girl fever

Chapter 8 Longing

I lay in bed thinking about the way Nathan kissed me and the way Aidan kissed me.

Nathan's kiss was gentle and soft, passionate and I could feel the longing.

While Aidan's kiss was bitter and harsh, filled with aggression and dominance, his kiss scared me.

This already made me believe that I was definitely not romantically involved with Aidan.

He might just be opposed by me and my relationship with Luka or Nathan must be the results of his possessive behavior.

I sat on my bed trying to think things through.

But I can't stop thinking about Nathan.

I keep thinking about the way I felt when he suddenly kissed me, the way I didn't resist when he laid me on the bed, slowly removing his shirt...

Just thinking about it made me wet...

I feel my temperature rise...

O god...

Is this what we were to each other...

I shrug at the thought of us actually having s*x.

I can't imagine him acting that way.

I mean we are like siblings, but my heart says otherwise.

I get up and decide to go wash up before bed.

I walked into the bathroom and find a half naked Nathan standing with just a towel around his waist.

I look at his perfect body.

The water from his wet hair is dripping down his face, omto his chest slowly making its way down his stomach before vanishing into the towel.

I seem to forget his watching me.

I look further down and I can clearly see his hardness pushing against the towel.

When I look up our eyes meet.

His eyes is fuelled with lust.

In ome swift move he pulled me into the bathroom closing and locking the door behind me before pushing me against the door.

His one hand rests on the back of my neck while the other is on the small of my back.

His forehead is pressed against mine, his nose touches mine, his lips are so close to mine I can feel his hot breath on my lips.

"Maya... I don't know if I can control myself... Will you let me lose control..."?

He said in the sexiest voice I have ever heard.

I feel my body reaction the same way as earlier.

What should I do...

I closed my eyes.

Than suddenly I feel his lips softly brush against mine.

He kissed me softly, once, twice three times than suddenly kissed me with such passion my whole world stopped.

I couldn't control my body's reaction.

My hands drifted up his bare chest, which made him moan.

Soon my hand grabbed at his hair, pulling at it.

I don't know what I was doing but at that moment it just felt right...

I feel his hands moving across my body.

His one hand slowly moved down my ass and softly but firmly squeezed my ass, the other hand was moving under my shirt up from my stomic to my breast.

When his hand found my naked breast I heard him moan and I started moaning as well.

"I missed you so much... I don't want to be away from you ever again... He said before kissing me again.

His voice must jave brought me back to reality because I became extremely uncomfortable all of a sudden.

I pushed my hand softly against his chest.

" Nathan... I... Think we should stop.."

I said between kisses.

But Nathan didn't stop.

He suddenly lifted me off the floor wrapping my legs around his waist.

Than slowly opening the door with one hand.

When he opened the door he took a quick peek out to make sure the hallway was clear.

Than he kissed me again.

"There's no stopping now Maya..."

He said and swiftly carried me to his room which was the closest.

He placed me on thw bed and walked back to the door and looked it.

I watched as his dropped the towel.

His hardness came rushing up.

He was really big.

He slowly made his way over to me.

When he reached me he laid on top of me rubbing his hardness against my tin pjama bottoms.

I could feel my core becoming more wet by the minute.

"Aaaa... Nathan... Please... I... Can't..."

He kissed me hard to shut me up.

Than slowly started pulling down my pjama bottom.

He sat mebup and lifted my top over my head, exposing my breast my n*****s hard from the excitement.

Than he moved my legs apart and with his fingers played with my wet core...

"Your so wet... I have been waiting for this day for way to long..."

He said while still rubbing his hand on my cure his fingers sliding in and out of me.

"What do you mean... Havnt we... Aaaaa"

I was asking something but suddenly I felt his mouth now on my c**t, his tongue licking every part of my core.

He started suckling at my c**t hard...

Thay made me moan even loader.

"Shhhh baby girl... You don't want to wake anyone up..."

I can't think of anything else at this moment.

I felt like I was about to c*m.

"c*m for me... c*m baby girl... I want you to cum..."

His words had barely reached my ears when an extremely intoxicating sence washed over me.

I grabbed the sheets as I felt my whole body tremble.

He moved from between my legs upto my chest...

He sucked at my hard n*****s.

" Aaaa"...

I kept moaning.

"I hope u ready for me..."

I opened my eyes and I knew exactly what he meant.

He kissed me deeply.

With one hand he lifted my leg over his hip and suddenly I fet him rubbing his d***s head against my opening and up against my c**t.

My body was trembling.

If its not for his mouth catching my every moan I might jave already screamed from all the anticipation.

"You ready... I will be gentle I promise..."

I don't understand why he said that but than suddenly I felt a sharp tearing pain come from my core.

"O god... Nathan... Stop... It hurts..."

I tried to speak but he just kept pushing himself deeper inside of me.

When he was finally deep inside of me he kissed me softly.

"I'm sorry Maya... I should have told you this was going to hurt... But I just didn't want you to resist me anymore... Just relax... Soon I will make u cum... Over and over and over..."

He kissed me again.

I finally understood what he meant.

I was a virgin.

And he just deflowered me.

I was having mixed feelings when suddenly he started moving his hips.

Its felt painful at first but soon the pain was replaced with sheer ecstacy...

" aaaa... Nathan... Its so good..."

Nathan was moaning as load as me.

"your so dam tight... I can't keep control... I... Aaaa... Maya..."

Suddenly I felt my body again reachimg my climax, as I c*m Nathan started moving faster, and deeper...

He was moving in such rhythm.

Than I felt it.

Hot c*m filled out my entire core.

He laid on top of me kissing my neck before he finally pulled out.

I watch him as he took deep breaths.

He looked over at me and suddenly I realized just what happened.

Feeling shy I pulled the blanket over my naked body.

Nathan must have noticed because he suddenly came closer to me pressing his naled body again mine.

"Maya... I really love you... And we were keeping ourselves for this exact moment... You are my first baby girl... And definitely my last."

He said as he help me tightly against his body.

I felt very guilty.

We made a promise like this and I didn't even remember.

But i wasn't really believing his words.

Who knows if he was telling the truth.

I suddenly got up and grabbed my clothes before running out of bis room imto the bathroom.

I locked the door and sat on the floor before finally started to cry.

I hear Nathan knocking at the door.

"Maya... Are you okay... Please talk to me... Open the door... Please... Maya..."

I was angry all off a sudden.

"You knew I have Amnesia yet you took advantage of me... I asked you to stop but you didn't listen... How can you say you love me... When you clearly only wanted my body..."

I spoke and never got a reply.