Fan girl fever

Chapter 9 Luka suddenly appeared.

The last time I spoke to Nathan was the day he took my innocence.

I had this pain in my chest...

I don't know why I didn't fight harder to make him stop.

But days turned into weeks and I never once spoke to him.

When I saw him I literally acted like a wild animal and ran for safety.

At school I avoided all the places I thought he might be.

At home I locked myself in the room and had my supper after everyone was asleep.

Today was very different because I got up and found myself shivering all over.

I had been having nightmares every night since that day and Luka was in all of them.

He always said I was dirty and a loose girl and that he was extremely disappointed in me.

And today of all days I actually believed those stupid nightmares.

I got up took a shower and head down stairs.

In the kitchen is Andrew and Nana.

Andrew came home the day after Nathan but I was avoiding these two brothers all the way and the fact that Nathan had taken advantage of my weakness made me think Andrew was the same.

"Maya... I think I need to talk with you... Its been nearly two months since I got back but you just keep acting like I wasn't even around... Whats"

Before he could continue I spoke up.

"Andrew just leave... And please take Nathan with you... You both make me sick... I hate seeing either of you... So do us all a favor and leave already."

I said and walked out the door.

I might be rude towards Andrew but this was what I was feeling.

I was about to get into my car when Nathan suddenly shut the door and pinned me against the door.

" What the f**k are you doing, get off of me.. "

I yelled and push Nathan but he wasn't moving.

"Your acting like I r***d you... Maya... Whats wrong with you... We made love... And I know you enjoyed it as much as me... I was wrong to do it at this point but..."

I couldn't help myself.

"PHAW"

I slapped him.

When he looked at me I slapped him again.

He just stood there and didn't move.

"You better get the message Nathan..."

"we are done.. You got what you wanted now f**k off or I will make you regret it"

I said and pushed him so hard he actually stumbled back.

I got into my car and left Nathan standing there his hands running over his hair.

I watched him disappear in my rear view mirror.

I finally reached school.

I made my way to the first class.

As I walked in there was Luka... Sitting in my chair.

He looked at me through the crowds of girls surrounding him.

He suddenly got up and everyone knew why.

They all turned to look at me.

"Maya..."

His voice sounds like a melody.

I didn't know how to react so I turned around and ran out.

I kept running, I didn't know where I was headed but suddenly I was in someone's imbrace.

"Maya... Why are you running away from me... Didn't you miss me"

I heard Luka speak.

I can hear the pain in his voice.

He slowly turned me around.

He took my face into his hands.

"Maya... Look at me... Please..."

I was to scared.

He tilted my head up with his fingers.

I met his eyes.

I suddenly felt dizzy.

"Maya... Maya... Are you okay... Maya..."

Than suddenly it was all quite.

I opened my eyes and I find myself in my room.

I watch Luka and Nathan sitting on opposite sides of the bedroom.

They look like enemies.

When Luka sees me awake he rushed to my side.

Nathan just watched from a distance.

"Maya,how are you feeling now?"

I just looked at him.

I really didn't know what to say or what to do.

He held me close to him.

I was in the middle of a storm and I didn't know how to swim.

Nana walked in and brought me some water.

"Meha... Are you feeling better.. You gave us quite a fright... You need to rest more... The doctor said its not good for your Amnesia if you over work yourself..."

I just smiled and nodded at Nana.

Soon I was alone.

Luka was down stairs talking to Nana and Andrew.

and Nathan... God knows where he was.

He just suddenly stormed out after seeing Luka hold me.

I really needed to regain my memory.

This was getting very hard.

I spent the next few days in bed, Luka never once left my side.

He kept me company reading to me, play his guitar for me and just watching me as I slept.

After a few days Luka got a call and had to leave.

This was my chance.

I had to find answers and find them fast...

My life was to complicated to continue this way...

I met a girl in school who said she knows everything about me and Luka and for a price she was willing to tell me everything.

I managed to get about half the money she wanted and well that was what I had so she was willing to tell me half of the story.

I made a call and we agreed to meet at a bookstore in town.

When I arrived she was reading a book at the back of the book store.

She saw me and waved me over.

I started having second thoughts.

Was I really ready to hear the truth?

I can't turn back now.

I walked right up to her.

She handed me the book she was reading.

"wait... Are you sure you want to learn about your past...?"

She asked and I just nodded.

"Okay, it's up to you... where's my money?"

I reached into my bag and pulled out a white envelope.

"here... Now please let go.."

She was still holding the book.

She smiled and than took the envelope and let go off the book.

"You know where to find me if you want to learn more..."

She said with a grin on her lips, than walked away from me, out the bookstore.

I watched as she walked away before I found a quite place to read the so called book she just gave me.

The books title was" FAN GIRL FEVER "

A shiver ran down my back.

What stupid title this was...

I thought as I opened the book.

I opened the book and there was a letter in the book.

I took a deep breath and opened it.

Name: Maya Edwards.

Age: 21 years 8 months.

Blood type: AB-

Star sign: aquarius

IDOL : LUKA ASHTON (LEAD GUITARIST THE VOID)

I already knew all this.

On the second page was more things written.

Maya meets Luka at a concert in late August last year.

She fell in love at first sight.

Luka also falls in love with her.

Luka and Maya have a secret relationship.

Nathan and Aidan confronted Luka as they were both also in love with Maya.

Aidan has. Girlfriend who is very jealous.

Nathan is Maya's step brother.

Maya and Luka continue the relationship until all hell breaks lose on the internet after Photos of them gets leaked.

Maya get mugged by a group of Luka's fan girls.

Maya get kidnapped by Luka's Anti fans.

Luka disappeared.

Maya suffered a mysterious car crash.

I sat there and finally understood where all tje broken bones came from.

I was in love with a idiol whose fans didn't like it and I was at the receiving end of it all.

I couldn't believe what just came out of this letter.

I should have walked away the first time I got attacked.

But why didn't I?

I suddenly feel my head spinning.

All of a sudden I started having flashbacks of those horrible moments.

Girls kicking at me.

Spitting at me.

Screaming bad things at me.

I even remember my Nana and Nathan carried me to the car after one of those attacks and Nathan kept saying he was going to kill Luka.

I remember Nathan taking care of me aftwr the car crash.

Treating my wounds and even dressing me when ever Nana couldn't manage.

I come back to reality and I feel like I made the biggest mistake of my life pushing Nathan away.

Why didn't I just believe him.

I fold the letters and head home.

As I walked in isee Nana sitting in the kitchen talking to Andrew.

"Andrew... I'm... I'm sorry... About the other morning... Please forgive me... Don't leave..."

I said but when I see the look on his face I know something is wrong.

"Maya... Its okay... I'm not leaving. But Nathan already left yesterday... I tried to stop him but he wouldn't listen..."

I feel my whole world come to a dam halt.

Why did he just leave...

Why did he just leave...

I sat there and this question kept running in my mimd over and over.

I suddenly had to sit down.

There was no place to sit so I literally fell to my knees.

Andrew got a shock and rushed over to me.

He didn't say anything just help me inhis arms.

"don't worry... He loves you to much to not come back... You just wait... I promise he will be back... He always comes back.."

Thats all Andrew said.