"What do you mean by everything I mean-" I start to say but am cut off by Leon.
"Ashley stop trying to change the subject. Tell me."
Leon takes a step closer to me so that our chests were almost touching. His eyes bore into mine. My jumbled thoughts were forgotten but not for long. I remembered what Leon had asked me and thought about how I should answer him but all I got was nothing.
"I...don't know how to explain...I just."
My voice trailed off as I tried to find the words to explain what I am going through. I rubbed my sweaty hand on my blue jeans. I close my eyes and take deep breaths.
"Hey tell whenever you are ready. No pressure," Leon said to me soothingly. Leon touched my arm slightly.
Shock waves run through my body. I opened my eyes and sighed. I opened my mouth just about
