In the dark, there was no Manhattan. No silver candles. No Victor's hand on her waist. Just the static. Just the heat. Just them.
Ivan didn't let go of her hand. His grip was entirely too tight — a bruising, desperate possessiveness that made Elara's breathing fracture.
Tonight, looking up at his face — fully formed, sharp-jawed, and lethal — the sheer reality of him brought a sudden, freezing clarity. Elara looked down at their joined fingers. Even here, in the subconscious void, the heavy diamond ring sat on her finger, a glittering boundary line.
Reality crashed over her like ice water. She wasn't just a girl in a dream anymore. She was a transaction.
With a sudden, forceful wrench, Elara pulled her hand from his grip, stepping back into the shadows.
"We can't do this." Her voice cut through the dark. "This is a mistake."
"A mistake?" His voice cracked. He stepped closer, blocking out the dark. "You're calling us a mistake? Three years of waking up in cold sweats. Three years of the only real thing in my life. And now you're here, in my father's house, telling me it's a mistake?"
Elara kept her back straight, masking the sudden ache in her chest behind a wall of pure ice. "It has to be."
"I don't want this." His eyes burned. "Say no to him. Walk away. You haven't signed anything yet, Elara. Just say no."
"No," she said.
The single word was flat. Heavy.
Ivan didn't know about the legally binding ironclad agreement she had signed with Victor a week ago. He didn't know that the first massive installment of Ashford money had already been wired directly to Dr. Merritt's exclusive renal regeneration program at the Meridian Institute, keeping her grandfather's failing kidneys and failing heart alive at that very second.
To break that contract now meant a catastrophic lawsuit she couldn't afford, and worse — the immediate termination of her grandfather's treatment.
She had no choice. She was already backed against a cliff.
Ivan's composure was shattered. He laughed — short, bitter — and stepped right into her space. She could feel the heat coming off him.
"No?" His voice snapped. "Just like that? What does he have that I don't, Elara? His money? Name the number. I'll write the check tonight."
The words hit her like a physical blow, igniting a sudden, blinding rage in her veins.
"Don't act like you know everything." Her eyes flashed. "You don't know a damn thing!"
You know nothing, her mind screamed in the silence that followed.
How could he? He was a high-and-mighty heir, born with a silver spoon, flying between Edinburgh and Manhattan without ever looking at a price tag. Did he have any idea what it felt like to live under the crushing weight of survival? Had he ever experienced the agonizing humiliation of staring at a single dollar bill, wishing to God he could split it in two just to afford a loaf of bread?
She could tell him the truth. She could lay out her tragic story, expose her dying grandfather, and beg for his sympathy.
But as the thought crossed her mind, a wave of fierce, stubborn pride revolted inside her. No. Never again. She was done being the pitiful, starving artist drowning in bills. She refused to tear open her old wounds and lay her absolute vulnerability bare before this billionaire just to justify herself.
Now, she was Victor Ashford's fiancée. She had survived. This contract was her armor, and her pride — the only tiny shred of dignity she had left in the world — demanded she keep it intact.
"Let's just pretend nothing ever happened before tonight," Elara said, her voice dropping to a dangerously calm, mocking whisper. "When the sun rises, I am Victor's fiancée. And in the dark... it remains the same."
"The hell it does," Ivan growled, reaching out to grab her again, his face twisted in absolute refusal.
But the dreamscape was already beginning to fracture. The edges of the dark were blurring, spinning away into a pale, blinding white as the morning dragged her back to consciousness.
Ivan's furious grey eyes were the last thing she saw before the dark shattered completely.
Elara gasped. Her eyes flew open.
She sat up in the massive, unfamiliar bed. Chest heaving. Skin cold with sweat. She clenched her jaw. No tears. Not now.
Trembling slightly, she looked down at her left hand. The heavy diamond ring sat there, cold and real.
Before she could even step out of bed, a soft, disciplined knock sounded at the door. The silver-haired head housekeeper stepped in, bowing politely.
"Good morning, Miss Voss. Breakfast is ready downstairs. Come down whenever you're ready."