It had been a few days since we had established our mutual interest in one another, but I knew I was holding back. I also knew that Tom was aware, but was respecting my pace and privacy. It was nice but also enabled me to step out of the comfortable bubble I hid my feelings within.
I decided that I needed to move past Nate, and if I was going to give Tom a fair chance, then I needed to let him know what happened in my marriage with Nate.
I know a few people have their speculations, but I never told anyone the things that happened. I always felt embarrassed, and then I felt ashamed that I had allowed these things to become acceptable behaviors within our marriage.
Talking with Ellie and getting her input gave me the insight I needed. To say she was upset by the abuse would be an understa
