**7 months later** Paige P.O.V I am now struggling to get around as I am 37 weeks pregnant, I started maternity yesterday which has been a relief as I have had such difficultly with day to day jobs and the pain is real bad. I am sat in the baby nursery in the chair looking at the cot that will have my baby in soon. I am so emotional at how my life has changed and I look around the room. I can see the beautiful pictures that Declan's Nana made and look at the scan pictures of our baby that we have on the wall. It made me laugh thinking of the day we seen the baby on the ultrasound we were both a mess but I remember watching Declan's face light up with so much joy. We decided not to find out the gender as we wanted a surprise but it's been so tempting there was times I just wanted to

