Paige P.O.V
I can't stop thinking about this little baby I feel bad for getting mad at Declan and I need to remember to be patient with him as he hasn't lived with this condition like I have. I would love for there to be some sort of magic wand that you can buy to make everything better.
I can't stop looking at the scan picture, our beautiful little baby that is so tiny in my body. The though of a little tiny heart beating inside of me has made me so emotional. I can't believe I have a baby after being told by many doctors that I have little to no chance to conceive I grew up telling myself children are not for me so that it wouldn't be hard later on.
I was also so use to thinking it was a good job as I didn't know how I would cope if I passed this on to my child. I remember having oper
