Paige P.O.V
It's been nice being off grid, I have not once turned my phone on and I have enjoyed spending time with my mum, dad and brother. To say I haven't thought about Declan would be a lie, I cry alot when I'm alone thinking of the things we said to eachother or the giggles we had.
I feel a little silly really thinking someone like him had chosen me to be with. Today however I am done moping around I have to find my own way out of this mess of life. I am a strong woman that has been through so much and that just shows I can get through anything.
I have to let my heart heal and it will over time you can't just forget love like that and in my case he is my first love.. it's just going to take time but I really do hope he will be happy one day.
"Mum can I use your laptop?" I say to
