Paige P.O.V I hear my alarm and wake up it is 5 in the morning, I sit up slowly and turn my alarm off. I told Declan I couldn't go through with going on T.V and after he spoke to his lawyer he also agreed saying it would be too much for me. He didn't need me really on there but I am happy for him to talk for the both of us I trust him with my heart. Yesterday was horrible for pain but in another kind of way was lovely. I spent the whole day tucked up on the sofa with a hot water bottle surrounded by my family and Grace. We had such fun watching the kids play and even adults on the switch. Seeing my family makes me feel so much better about everything I am seeing them so much more even though I am further away. Life really has changed for the better and that is all thanks to this beauti

