The First

The First Awakening cont...

 "You can't be with him because he's a wolf..."

    A wolf? What is he talking about? "Austyn what are you f*****g talking about? Why are acting like this?" I barely finish the sentence when Austyn walks close to me. He is inches away from me but gets pulled backwards and away from me. Luke pulled him away and now stands between me and a disoriented Austyn, who just got thrown on to the floor. Luke is seething, I could feel the anger radiating off of him. Facing Austyn he says, "She is my mate. I don't know what the f**k you're talking about but stay away from her. If you don't I'll kill you." Luke calms down a little as he turns to face me. He looks at me, with a look of sadness and says, "I was going to tell you. I just wanted to find the right opportunity. Baby-" Austyn interrupts, "She can't be your mate, she’s my Intended Other. She's a succubus, not a Wolf Luke. You can't be both Mercedes." Austyn casually walks over to the couch and sits down. How can he be so calm? Why can't I just be normal, be human. Why can't I just have a regular relationship? I don't want to be an Intended Other... I don't want to be a mate. Why can't I just be a girlfriend and a friend? I don't want all this." I push past Luke... I feel the tears in my eyes begin to fall. This is too much. I head to the stairs I hear Luke call my name but his voice fades away. This is too much. I run up to me and Luke's master suite. I stop running as soon as I enter the room. The room, although I've stayed in it before is breath taking. From the large bay windows, the high ceilings, Beautiful lounge area with gray velvet couches, the marble bathroom, and the softest bed you will ever lay in. Regardless of what happened moments before I feel myself calm down as I walk in to the room.

    The windows overlook the lake, I love this view. I go and sit in the window. I drift off deep in thought... So I am a succubus, okay, I have come to terms with that... sort of. Am I a wolf? How can I be both? What does that mean? If I can't be both then why am I both? But Luke seemed sure that I am his Mate, but is that a choice? Does he choose his mate? Can I choose him? Not Austyn? Am I a wolf? I have so many questions. Who can I ask? Am I alone? Is there others... I stare blankly out the window. Jay and Casey walk towards the boathouse, fishing rods in hand. Not a care in the world. Lucky them... Casey is very smart. I bet if I talk to him and explain everything he could do his bookwormy thing and help me learn about this! My thoughts get interrupted and I get snapped back to reality when I feel a hand on my shoulder. I look behind me and see Jay's Aunt, Emmie! Emmie and Jay's uncle, Julian must have come back for my birthday! Before I can stand Emmie sits next to me and gives me a big, warm hug. "Well hello sweetheart! I missed you. How are you holding up? We heard the argument. Julian is talking to the boys. Sweetie, we knew about everything when we met you. Myself and Julian are pack Leaders. Julian is the Alpha, I am his Luna. We are wolves. We were going to tell you but looks like Austyn beat us to the punch. By the looks of it, that seemed like a hard punch."

    "You are a wolf? But how do I know if I am Emmie, I don't know how to deal with all this. I'm a wolf and a succubus. Austyn said I can't be both." She rolls her eyes and responds, "Well he doesn't know what he's talking about. If you are both a succubus and a Wolf then you are the first of your kind. It’s never been heard of, neither is having 2 mates but destiny has a reason for everything she does. Your biological father and Luke's father are both wolves. They were good friends. The two of them were 2nd and 3rd in command in our pack but they got involved with bad humans, they both were banished and became outsiders, which are known as rogue wolves. We took Luke under our wing and taught him everything about being a wolf. We were there when he completed his first transformation last year. We didn't know about you until years later, when you first visited us with Jay. Your first transformation will happen at midnight on your 16th Birthday. I will be there for it, to help you and so will Luke." I nod and look back out the window as Emmie stands up, "I will leave you to process this. If you have questions I will be in my office, okay?" I look at her and think for a second. My father, my family doesn't like to talk about him... this is still so much to take in. I sigh and say, "Will it hurt?" Emmie looks back and says, "All of the transformations hurt, but after a few times it becomes more tolerable. You will be alright."

    I look back outside... "Emmie, what am I supposed to do? This is a lot to take in. I didn't know any of this existed. I'm scared. Is it like the movies? Will I be a monster when there's a full moon? I didn't ask for all this. I don't want this." Emmie doesn't say anything right away, she just reaches over and hugs me. She lifts up my chin, "Baby doll, you aren't supposed to do anything other than be yourself. I know this is scary. I was terrified too. You are certainly not a monster. You can transform yourself anytime you want. A part of life is accepting who you are. You will be just fine." Just as Emmie finishes her sentence Luke and Austyn walk in to the room. They both lock eyes with me. The energy in the room intensifies... I shrink back against the wall. Emmie notices and stands up. She looks at Luke and Austyn and says, "You two kids better be kind to each other and Mercedes, if not you will be answering to me! Understood?" She finishes her sentence by putting her hands on her hips. Both Luke and Austyn put their heads down and in unison say, "Yes ma'am." Emmie turns towards Austyn and says, "I don't understand how it works with your kind but I suggest you figure out something with Luke and Mercedes. A mate, regardless of what you are is a sacred bond. Mercedes has 2. Don't tear each other apart fighting for her..." Emmie slightly raises her voice and continues, "...are we clear?" Luke responds first, "Yes ma'am." Austyn looks at Emmie and nods his head. Emmie turns back to me and says with a gentle voice, "You will be fine, if anything you're lucky. You will be very strong and you have 2 very attractive young men who are your mates." I blush and return the warm smile she gives me. She leaves the room and closes the door.

    I decide to speak up so I stand up. My hands are in fists. I'm tired of the arguing. The guys notice my demeanor change and look at me with wide eyes. Good, I got their attention. I stand in front of them and say, "Listen, I will not take anymore of this bullshit. Luke, first of all, you could've told me I was a wolf! You knew! I will not have either of you trying to fight each other. Not now, not ever! Luke I just sort of came to terms with the fact that I'm a succubus. And now I'm some freaky hybrid or something? Austyn! You come on too strong, I get it! I'm your Intended Other but apparently Luke is my mate too! I don't know how to process all this and you add unnecessary pressure. Both of you need to chill and help me figure out how to do this mate thing with both of you. Austyn, I love Luke, he's been in my life longer than you. I've only known you for a year. We are not leaving this room until we come up with a solution. If anyone tries to leave this f*****g room I will personally kick your ass. Now go pick a seat and sit!" Luke and Austyn look at each other then sit on the window where I was sitting. They don't say anything so I speak, "What happens if I don't accept my mate." Luke looks sad but says, "To do that we have to call a witch to sever the bond. I've heard that during the spell it hurts a lot but after, it’s fine. There's no feelings between the wolves." Austyn looks guilty as he looks away from Luke. Hearing Luke say that hurt me. Austyn looks at me and says, "As a succubus, without your Other you will diminish and become very sick. You will lose your energy. It’s not fun" I feel a slight sting in my chest as Austyn finishes that sentence. I feel frustrated now. "Well Aus, Luke... what do we do? I already feel attachments to both of you." Luke shakes his head and lets out a low growl, he looks at me then Austyn and says, "What if we both keep her as a mate...Other... whatever. I trust you to not hurt her or do anything f*****g stupid. I just don't want to lose her or see her diminish." 

    I am shocked to hear those words come out of his mouth. I look at Luke who is still looking at Austyn. Austyn's mouth is dropped open but he responds, "Um... that's fine but how do we do that? We can't tell anyone that we are both with her. Bro, do you realize that we need to consistently have s*x so our energy doesn't diminish? Man I don't know." They both look at me. My heart is racing. I feel like it's about to beat out of my chest. I swear, someone took the air out of this room. Maybe I could give this a shot, its Luke's idea. He wouldn't do anything to jeopardize what we have. I look back and forth at Luke then Austyn. I do it one more time then say, "We can't tell anyone. Not even Jay or Casey. This is insane." Austyn turns to Luke. They both stand up, face to face. Luke grabs Austyn and gives him a hug. Austyn hugs back as Luke says, "You're my brother man. I'm sorry. I don't want to fight with you." Austyn breaks the hug and touches Luke's shoulder, "My brother... I'm sorry too man. I just didn't know what to do." The tension in the room breaks. I have 2 boyfriends. Well shit... at least they are cute. I guess I should spend time with them.

        Luke says something in Austyn's ear. I don't know what he said but it made Austyn turn red. I feel awkward so I say, "Let’s go swimming weirdos." I head to the closet to change in to my swimsuit. Knowing Nancy and Bridget my clothes will already be unpacked and put away. I still find it odd, I don't know how to feel about people doing all this for me. I find my swimsuit in a large dresser. I grab it then I hear Luke and Austyn laugh. I walk towards the closet doorway and see them give each other a high five. They are about to continue to talk but see me and stop. The 2 of them look at me with huge grins on their faces. What were they talking about? I raise an eyebrow and go back in the closet. I take off my shirt and decide to toss it out of the closet. I know they are talking about me so I have a right to mess with them too. Their talking stops, I guess they saw my shirt. I take my bra off and toss it out the closet as well. I sort of hope Austyn doesn't see me. I don't think I want to rush things with him, maybe I do... I don't know, but a little teasing never hurts. I hear Luke say, "Oh, well then." Austyn says, "s**t. You know how to get our attention. Um... I'll meet you guys outside." I hear Austyn walk towards the door but on his way out he says, "You can call her baby but I get to call her babe." I hear Luke shut the door as I finish putting on my bikini. This is my favorite swimsuit. I really like the brand Roxy, and it looks nice on me. It's also my favorite color, blue! I turn to the mirror to look at myself. I forget how big this mirror is, it’s like the size of the big mirrors in Deb or Rue21. I look pretty. My thoughts distract me for a moment; I don't know how to feel about having 2 boyfriends. Yes, I get along with both, yes they are both very sweet but I become overwhelmed with sadness and concern. When I get older that’s not what I want. I want one person and a family. I have to keep Austyn a secret from everybody but Luke. That’s not fair to Aus. What if Luke ends up not wanting to do this anymore? What if I don't want to do this anymore? I hear Luke come in to the closet. I look at him through the mirror. He opens a drawer on his dresser and takes off his shirt. He glances over to me as he grabs his swimming shorts. I try to muster up the best smile I could but Luke saw through it. He walks towards me and hugs me from behind and whispers, "Baby what’s wrong?" I turn towards Luke and rest my head on his chest. A couple tears escape from my eyes. Luke notices and holds me tighter as I say, "I don't want to lose you..." I can't finish the sentence. I fight back the rest of the tears as Luke lifts my face till his eyes lock with mine. He stares in to my soul and says, "This was my idea baby. I'm seriously okay with it. If anything I'm relieved that at least it’s Aus. I trust him, he's a good guy. We will be okay. Nothing will separate us. I promise. I'm really okay with this, we will go at your pace baby. It will be fine." 

    Luke continues to hold me. We are just looking at each other, words are not needed right now. I feel a little reassured. Luke knows how to calm me down. Hes right, Austyn is a good person. Luke and I will be together through everything. I just know it... but this is still a lot to take in. I wonder if this is all a dream and I'm going to wake up. I have to break the silence, "I trust you babe. Losing you is what I'm worried about the most but you made me feel a little better. I can do this. We can do this. Finish getting ready, okay? I'll wait by the couches in the room." Luke smiles, "It will just take a sec, by the time you get to the closet door I'll be ready." Luke takes his pants off and puts on his shorts. He wasn't kidding, that was fast. He looked down to tie his shorts as I walked to the closet door. I look back at Luke, he is very nice to look at with his toned and athletic body. His shorts are down low enough to where I could see the top of his 'V line' He grabs his sunblock from his dresser and puts it on his shoulders, those muscular shoulders. I bite my lip and say, "Well, I don't think I could look away from you even if I tried. Damn baby..." Luke looks at me with a boyish, sexy grin he says, "Have you seen yourself? We fit together perfectly. Don't forget your sunblock baby." Luke goes to the shelf above my dresser, he grabs my sunblock and puts his arm around my shoulder and we head outside. 

   We walk outside and see Aus. Austyn looks at me then smiles. "Good timing guys, I just got here." He says as he looks at Luke. Austyn keeps staring at me. I feel like he is undressing me with his eyes. This causes me to get butterflies in my stomach. Luke looks at me, then Austyn. He smiles at me and hands me my sunblock. He takes his arm off my shoulder and playfully slaps Austyn on the back of his shoulder. He walks away and looks back at us and says, "Aus, she might need help putting that on." He gives us a wink and runs in to the water. Austyn turns towards me and blushes. This makes me smile. Aus quietly says, "Are... are you okay with this?" With Luke's reassurance I feel a little better about the three of us so I tell him, "Yeah, baby steps babe. I just need help with my back but I can do everything else." I take a little sunblock in to my hands, at the corner of my eye I can see Austyn watching me. I start with my arms, then my neck. I put a little more in to my hands and put some more on my stomach and chest. I want to mess with Austyn a little so I slowly run my hand over my cleavage up to my neck as I stare at Austyn. His eyes get big as he parts his lips. I can see Luke in the lake behind Aus making the same facial expression as him. I hold back the laughter that is trying to break out. I slowly walk towards Aus and hand him the lotion. I face away from Austyn as he steps close to me. I can feel his body heat. There's no doubt in my mind, I'm attracted to him. I quietly gasp as Austyn breathes in to my neck. He runs a finger down my back, but as soon as his skin made contact with mine I felt an icy tingle which remained for a few seconds after he touched me. Aus whispers in my ear, "Lay down on the lounger babe. Ya know, so I can put this on you." He sends more icy goosebumps throughout my body. I lay down on the lounger, on my stomach. I hear Aus whine a little, I guess he noticed my... assets... He walks towards me and sits by my side. I can hear him click open the sunscreen. My body is screaming for his touch, jesus Mercedes calm down, it's just sunscreen. Aus starts by my lower back. There's the icy tingling again... He massages in the lotion. and slowly moves towards my upper back. I laugh and say, "I don't want tan lines." I undo the back of my bikini let the ties fall off my back. I look behind me at Austyn, hes staring at me with his jaw dropped open. He looks at me, then turn and looks at Luke, then back at me. He then says, "Yeah, no tan lines. Those are bad." He rubs a little more in to my back and leans forward and kisses the back of my right shoulder which makes me get goosebumps. He stays close to my shoulder and says, "Should I make sure you didn't miss anything on your chest?" My body screams again, "Yeah, don't want them burned." I sit up a little bit to allow him a little room for his hands. He reaches under me with both of his hands and firmly grabs both of my boobs. I hear him let out a little moan as he starts to play with them. I know he can feel my heart beating so fast. He plays with my n*****s but abruptly stops. "Not now babe, it has to be special, lets revisit this later. I'm sorry." I fix my bikini as he gives me a kiss on my head. I turn over on my back and smile at him, "Don't apologize. You're so sweet." Austyn smiles and gestures towards the lake, "Lets go." 

    We all enjoyed the day. I am sort of surprised at how the day ended on a good note. We ended up enjoying a movie in the home theater and dinner. We are now having a bonfire with the guys. Julian and Emmie joined us. Emmie was talking with the guys. Julian was quietly talking to me. He was explaining more stuff about being a wolf. A wolf pack sounds like a family. Some of this doesn't sound so bad. I'm not as nervous anymore. I feel comfortable now. Julian tells me what he spoke about with Aus and Luke while Emmie was upstairs with me. He gave them suggestions on what to do and other advice. I told Julian what we decided. He stopped talking for a moment, "That's never been done before. But don't worry doll. It's not forbidden or anything, just... new. I believe everything will work out how it's supposed to work out." I smile at Julian, him saying that means a lot He's usually the realistic one, he won't say something to make someone feel better, he's very honest, so for him to say that... its HUGE. Julian explains how my vision and hearing will be animalistic. Apparently I can focus on any sound and hear great detail. I will be able to see clearly in the dark. I will be very strong and faster. I can also communicate with other pack members through my thoughts. It's called mind-linking. All of this seems kind of cool. Emmie break our conversation and says, "Hey baby doll, so I'm having the cooks prepare a birthday dinner for you tomorrow night. Luke told me your favorite food and they will make it for you! Dinner will be at 8:30pm. Does that work with everyone?" The guys nod their heads and I say, "Yeah. Thank you. Then Emmie, you and I were going to spend time together after, remember?" Emmie smiles, "Of course dear. I didn't forget. I'm looking forward to it! Did you call your parents sweetie?" I reply, "Yes. I did, they say hello." Emmie smiles again and looks at Julian. "Julian, dear, I'm getting a little tired. Should we call it a night?" Julian places his hand on my shoulder and stands up. He looks over to Emmie and says, "Yes, I'm ready to turn in. You kids have a good night. Don't get in to trouble kiddos." We say good night to them and they head in. Casey looks at us and says, "You guys want to go play some video games?" Luke looks at me and gestures to Austyn then looks back at me. I think he wants me to spend some time with him. Luke looks at Casey and says, "Sure! You guys want to come?" I respond, "No thanks baby, but you go ahead." Austyn smiles and looks at me. I think he picked up what Luke was hinting at. Austyn opens his mouth to say something but Jay jumps out of his chair and says, "My family house, two controllers. I play first!" As soon as he finishes his sentence he runs to the house. Casey looks at Luke as he says, "First one there gets second controller." Casey crosses his arms and says, "Bro that's not fair. You're on the football team." I laugh, "Yeah? And your in track." Casey smiles and playfully pushes Luke then takes off running. Luke smiles at me and runs after him. Me and Austyn watch as Luke catches up with Casey and passes him. I knew that was going to happen. Austyn and I look at each other and laugh. Aus says, "Case didn't have a chance at winning that race." Still smiling, I look over at Austyn. He smiles back and reaches for my hand. 

    He tilts his head back against the head rest of the chair. Casually, he asks, "What do you want to do?" I smirk and say, "Well my succubus answer would be you. I'm having a hard time controlling it. I feel the Succubus trying to burst out of me. There's times when my head feels like its going to explode. But I feel a little relief when I'm around you, when we touch." Aus looks up at the sky and says, "I know how you feel. Unfortunately, you will keep feeling that till we feed off each other. When we do, it's special. Our bond will be sealed. Julian said this might ease the pain of your first wolf transformation. Which is tomorrow night. Mercedes, I'm not trying to pressure you but I have liked you since we met, before I knew about us. We have gotten to know each other. I know you like me. This is what Luke and I were talking about before you threw your shirt out of the closet. Luke wants your first transformation to be as painless as possible. I know we said baby steps but-" I suddenly lean over to him and kiss him. Not because I want my first transformation to be easier but because I wanted to. 

    I can't hold back the Succubus any longer. I pull away from the kiss. Austyn's eyes are glowing, I can feel mine doing the same. Through heavy breaths Aus says, "Come here..." He almost sounds like he's begging. I stand in front of him as he looks at my entire body. When his eyes meet mine he says, "How far do you want to go?" Does he even need to ask? Well, yeah... he's always been a perfect little gentleman. I smile and say, "All the way. Its time to wake up the succubus." Austyn stands and takes me by hand, "Not out here. Let's go to my room." I follow Austyn up the stairs. It seems like we are walking forever but we finally get to his room. My body is tingling with anticipation. I feel like my skin is cracking and the Succubus is seeping through. Austyn opens his door and we walk in to his room. He closes the door and locks it behind him. I turn and face him. He walks towards me and takes my face in to his hands and kisses me, deeply. I moan as he kisses me. We are walking backwards and kissing. I feel my legs bump in to the chaise lounge chair he has in his room. Austyn and I stop kissing long enough for me to lay back on the chair. I don't lay down all the way, I prop myself up on my elbows. He looks down at me and bites his bottom lip as he takes off his shirt. He leans over me and grabs my hands and holds them above my head then says, "You're so beautiful Mercedes." I smile as he starts to lean in closer, "Kiss me Aus." He kisses me more. Normally, I get lost in these moments but I'm so focused right now. Austyn readjusts his hands above my head and puts one hand up my shirt and under my bra. He starts fondling my chest while maintaining our kiss. I can feel the Succubus coming. I can feel the Awakening start, for both of us.

    We stop kissing to catch our breath for a moment. In this moment I take advantage of the opportunity to slip off my shirt. Austyn unbuttons his jeans and takes them off. He drapes them over the back of the chair as I stand up and take my pants off. He grabs my clothes and places them near his. Austyn turns towards me and I notice the large bulge outlined by his boxers. I don't even try to be discreet when I look. I say, "I like what I see." Austyn smiles as I walk towards him. As soon as I'm close enough I resume our kiss. The electricity between us is insane. I can feel his energy. I can literally taste it. He tastes like Caramel. Austyn reaches behind me and unhooks my bra. We let it fall to the floor. Austyn briefly stops our kiss and says, "I have to start this process between us. Take your underwear off babe." I take them off and look at Austyn. My v****a is pulsing. I want to just jump on him but my instinct tells me to listen and wait for him to start. Austyn takes off his boxers and walks me over to his bed. His bed is nice. It's a four post wooden bed with a mirrored headboard. Austyn sits me on his bed and stands in front of me. "Mercedes this is going to hurt each of us a little. We will mark each other but once we do that it won't hurt anymore. Your marking spot is the right shoulder. Other's like us will know we have an Other because of that mark. It's like a protection thing. Are you ready?" I nod and scoot back to the middle of his bed. He crawls over to me and kisses me. I feel our eyes start to glow again. Austyn says, "Face the headboard babe, watch what I do. Watch what happens." He kisses me on the cheek as I listen to him. I can see my whole body in the mirror. I can see him behind me. I see our eyes, glowing. Austyn suddenly lays on his back and pulls my body towards him so both of my thighs are on either side of his head. I moan as he puts his mouth over me. He moves and contorts his tongue and hits spots that I didn't know existed. I moan, my entire body feel likes ice, but I don't feel cold. I feel him slip his fingers inside me, he moves them in and out and moves his tongue at the same time. I feel myself tightening but just before I explode Austyn moves me forward and kneels behind me. I watch him in the mirror. He looks back at me and says, "You taste good. Now keep watching in the mirror. " I feel Austyn at my entrance. My body is covered in goosebumps, its tingling everywhere. Austyn slowly pushes himself inside me. I want to close my eyes but I feel like I have to watch, like I have to obey what Austyn said. I moan, "Babe, you're so big. You feel so good." Austyn moans, he looks like he can barely contain himself. He replies, "Babe you're so tight. Watch the mirror Mercedes. Watch us." Austyn starts to move his hips. He's moving inside of me like a way I've never felt before. Austyn puts his arms in front of us and grabs on to the top of the headboard as he continues to move in me. I look away from the mirror and see his arms. I touch one of his arms, as soon as my fingers touch his skin I feel the cold tingling feeling that I felt when Austyn put sunscreen on me earlier, except this time, I'm doing it to him. Austyn moves his left arm on to my hip and starts to move in and out of me a little harder. He moans as he says, "It's time Mercedes..." He doesn't specify but I know what hes talking about. He's going to mark me. My right shoulder feels a very sharp and cold stinging feeling. Like a burn you feel when using an ice pack. I look back in to the mirror, our eyes are glowing so vividly. I move my right arm and place my hand flat on the mirror for stability. Watching us doing this is a new experience, its so hot. With his right arm, Austyn reaches around from behind me and firmly grasps my neck. Hes not restricting my breathing, on the contrary, it feels amazing. He pulls my body close to his. He continues to move himself in and out of me. Everything feels good right now. Austyn moves to my right shoulder and kisses it. He looks at me through the mirror, with his face still near my shoulder. My shoulder burns as he bites it. The second he does it that cold burning sensation moves throughout my whole body. Through the mirror I look at my shoulder, it looks like smoke is coming from the spot he marked me. It has a slight blue tint and a glow to it. Austyn pulls out and lays on his back. I look at him and say, "I need to mark you." He nods and points at the spot where his neck meets his shoulder. I somehow already knew that. Austyn grabs my ass and lowers me on to him. I start to move myself on top of him. He moans and tilts his head back. He feels amazing. This feels amazing. The tingling cold, icy feeling is amazing. I lean forward and kiss his neck. I let instinct take over as I bite down on his marking spot. Austyn grunts as I bite down on his spot, while still moving myself on him. His voice breaks as he says, "f**k! Babe!" The taste of caramel overwhelms my mouth. I release his marking spot and see the same glowing smoky stuff again. I marked him, I did it. The burning sensation on my shoulder goes away. Austyn lifts me off of him and says, "Lay on your back Mercedes." I lay on my back as Austyn lowers himself on me. He looks down as he puts himself back inside of me. I moan as he enters, "f**k, Aus..." Aus makes hard movements inside of me as I feel instinct take over again, I lace my fingers through Austyn's hair and pull him closer to me. As soon as he's close enough I kiss him. But this time my mouth feels cold. Austyn pulls his head away from mine and I see a trail of the glowing blue smoking going from his mouth in to mine. My mouth is overwhelmed by the caramel taste again. Austyn smiles and leans in again. He kisses me and I feel the glowing blue smoke moving out of me. Austyn stops feeding and starts kissing me. I've already came a few times but I feel another huge one coming. I pull Austyn's body closer to mine and say, "Babe, f**k me... I'm going to come." Austyn moves in me harder. I scratch down his back as he says, "Mercedes I can't hold it anymore. f**k, your squeezing my dick." As soon as he finishes his sentence I come, so hard. Austyn holds out for a few more thrusts but moans and collapses on the bed next to me. 

Austyn turns and faces me. He sweetly kisses me a few more times. I scoot myself closer to him. as he puts his arm over me. Austyn smiles and says, "That was perfect." I kiss Austyn back. I feel a little flustered but I respond and say, "It was. Was that the Awakening thing?" He smiles at me and kisses me on my forehead...

"Yes, that was the Awakening... for both of us."