The broken boy

Day 5

WARNING!! DO NOT READ IF NOT OKAY WITH SMUT, ABUSE, ETC!!! WARNING SOME PARTS WERE TAKEN FROM GOOGLE

Day 5. 6 am.

Kyle POV

I woke up to the birds chirping, they sound nice. Like a musical. I wonder what they are singing about. Wouldn't it be nice to be a bird? so free, not a single care in the world. When I looked over to the nightstand. I saw a rack full of waffle cone crapes. Some were with strawberries and Blueberries, some had strawberries and bananas, some had blackberries, some were just full of whip cream. I couldn't help myself, so I reached to grab one from the rack.

MMMMM the first bite was filled with whip cream and strawberries. YUMMY!! I finished the first one.  as I was reaching for the second one filled with strawberries and bananas, I saw Zander looking at me amused. I retracted my hand.

"ss..ssorry... I.. umm.." fear that I wasn't suppose to eat them ran through my mind.

He stood up and walked closer to me. sitting down in a rolling char next to my bed. He got closer, its as if my world just disappeared. Was I scared? He came closer to me. He reached towards my face and like someone sucked the air out of me. I held my breath. He used his thumb to wipe some whip cream off the side of my lip and wiped it on the napkin in his hand. Then he sat down, grabbed the strawberry and banana one for me and grabbed a blue and blackberry one for himself. We ate in silence.

After we finished eating. Zander said "The strawberry and blueberry ones are my favorite."

I looked up at him, "yea, mine too."

"Do you want anything to drink?" he asked.

"Could I have some water please?" sounding more like a question then answer.

He stood up and grabbed 2 bottles of water, handing one to me.

Smiling back "Thanks." I replied.

Zander POV

As we were drinking water, Nikey walked in. "how is my favorite patient doing?"

"mu.. mmuch better. Thank you." Kyle studdered out quietly.

Nikey looking at me then back at the boy she suddenly said, "oh did I interrupt something master Zander?" she asked in a devilish smile and playfully

Giving her a death glare that she ignored. She walked to Kyle and checked on his vitals. "Everything looks good, now I just need to check if everything is healing, and I can be on my way." When she said that, Kyle tensed.

Noticing Kyles reaction, Nikey reassured him "it will be okay, I just need to take a quick peak."

Kyle hesitantly nodded.

After looking at the wounds, Nikey said "everything looks great! Ill be back in a few hours to check up on you again. Okay? Do you need anything?"

"No.. Thank you" Kyle said, looking like he was about to cry.

"umm. Okay then." Nikey responded in a worried tone.

After Nikey walked out. Kyle went back to his quite self. He just laid down. I was still sitting next to his bed. Trying to fill the silence "Do you want to watch a movie?"

He turned his head to looked at me "sure"

I turned on the T.V. in the hospital room but nothing good was on. I left and grabbed my computer. I picked a superhero movie where the hero was an Asian guy trying to save his village from his dad and soul sucking monsters that was locked in a cave. I placed my computer on the bed for both of us to see.

Kyle scooched over to the side. Did he just make room for me to sit in? I took the gesture as a yes and hoped on the bed next to him. We sat watching the move in silence. Despite the situation, it felt... good and comfy.  When the movie was over, I noticed he had fallen asleep on me. I tried to get off the bed, but my arm was stuck and I didn't want tow wake the boy. I carefully placed my computer on the floor and laid down in his bed with him.

12pm

Zander POV

Nikey came in with a tray full of food, waking both Kyle and I up. Kyle immediately rolled off my arm and started to apologize. "I .. I am sorry about your arm."

I gave him a reassuring smile "its okay."

"AWWW" squealed Nikey.

I got off the bed, feeling Kyle's slight tug on my shirt. I looked back letting him know I'll come back on the bed once she is done. 

"Good news, your fever has gone down. Bad news, I still need to keep you here for another few days to make sure everything heals correctly."

Kyle managed to force out a weak smile.

I felt my heart ache at this smile. It was obvious so many things was running through his head.

"I see Zander has finished all your breakfast.. again" Nikey said in a playful tease.

"umm no... umm we ate it together." Kyle said in a defensive way, trying to explain that he also partook in eating it. 

"hm I see, well lunch is almost ready. But just in case y'all are hungry right now, I  brought some snacks! I think today's lunch is cheeseburgers, is that okay?" Asked Nikey

"Yea" Kyle replied a bit distanced.

When Nikey left, I sat back on the bed and put my arm around him. I saw him turn to look at me in shock, and his blush when his eyes meet mine. Cute. I felt his body loosen up again and he looked more relaxed. He laid back into my arms and I grabbed my computer from next to the bed. This time, I decided to put on an adult cartoon show about an old man and his grandson traveling the galaxy and going on different adventures. I used to think this show was so stupid, but I felt like this might force a smile out of this boy. It worked. Soon we were laughing at how dumb this show was and then...

Kyle spoke in a soft voice, almost more to himself then me "if there really is alternate realities, I hope in one of them we can be... maybe friends." He gave me a sad look and went back to watching the show.

I was shocked at first, then I moved the computer off my lap and grabbed his chin to look at me. "We can be more then friends."

Kyle looked at me with his innocent big brown eyes and plump peach color lips. I couldn't help myself and decided to go for a kiss. His lips were soft, almost silken, and pillowy against my own. I could feel his breath against my lips. He stayed still for a second before returning my kiss.

Kyle POV

As he leaned in, it felt like the world had stopped. The butterflies in my stomach fluttered and my heart pounded. When his lips landed on mine, my body felt light, and I felt like I was floating in air. Little shivers of pleasure shot through me as he deepened the kiss, parting my lips. The smell of his breath made it impossible to think. I grabbed on to his shirt my other hand on his back. I wanted more. He wrapped his hands around my waste, "So beautiful," he murmured against my swollen lips. And then he was kissing me again. Our kisses slowed, becoming tender and infinitely more. I was breathless and dazed, unprepared for all of this, but my body ached for more than just kisses and touching—for more of him. And I knew he did, too. His body against mine.

Knock Knock

A nurse brought our lunch in.

Releasing the hold I had on his shirt, I looked at him. God, he was so handsome. But then, reality. Your so ugly. No one would want something as worthless and pathetic as you! Are you not thankful that I took you in?! Gave you a roof over your head?! Proper education?! Food?! How do you repay me!??! You have NO one else! And No one would want something as tinted and dirty as you! Dave's words came back haunting me. 

I pushed myself off the bed and ran to the bathroom. It was getting harder to breath; I didn't want Zander to see me have a break down. I locked the doors, and dropped down to my knees. I sat there on the ground rocking back and forth as tears fell heavily. 

I can hear Zander knocking on the bathroom door asking if I was okay, but the voices in my head was louder. Then the hallucinations started. I was back in the basement, where a strange man I have never met before has me hang by the ankles. He had the metal contraption in my mouth and was ramming into it. It felt like my throat was being ripped open, before released himself in me. I cried. Then He stared to whip me with a thin cane, I was sobbing now. Before he grabbed a small metal ring on a bar, heat it up with his torch. I begged through snot and tears. My drool was dripping down onto my face as I hang by my ankles. He came closer, I pleaded for him to stop, he didn't. I screamed as he placed the metal ring on my chest, to the smell of my burning flesh.

I pushed myself against the door, touching the mark that the ring had left. Sobbing harder, "please stop!! Please no more!! Please." Scooting back to the corner as much as I can, but then I felt a force push the door open. I saw figures come towards me, 2... maybe 3 dark figures come in. I couldn't see who it was, but I started to push them away. I didn't want hands to touch me, I didn't want to be touched anymore. I pushed and cried before I felt a needle inject into my arm.

Darkness.