The Prayer

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The walk back to my small, quiet house was a blur of silver moonlight and the lingering heat of Ethan’s fur against mine. It was nearly 4:00 AM when I slipped through my front door, the floorboards creaking under my feet like a familiar greeting. I didn't turn on the lights. I didn't want to break the spell. I leaned back against the door, my breath still coming in shallow hitches, a silly, permanent smile plastered onto my face. For the first time in three years, the hollow ache in my chest—the one left behind by my mother’s death and the pack’s cruelty—felt full. My wolf was purring deep in my mind, a rhythmic, contented sound I hadn't heard from her since... well, ever. She felt claimed. She felt like she belonged to the strongest, most beautiful creature in the woods. And if she felt it, it had to be true. Wolves didn't lie the way humans did. They didn't care about politics or Beta daughters or "stability." They cared about the soul. I walked into my bedroom and caught my reflection in the vanity mirror. My hair was a bird's nest of dried grass and twigs, and there was a faint smudge of dirt on my cheek, but my eyes were glowing. I looked at the gold bracelet on the nightstand, the blue gems of the wolf’s eyes catching the last of the night. "Two days," I whispered to the empty room. "Just two more days." I climbed into bed, the sheets still smelling faintly of Ethan’s sandalwood, and fell into a sleep so deep it felt like drowning in honey. The next afternoon was a different story. The bliss of the meadow didn't quite survive the harsh light of the pack square. With only forty-eight hours left until the Alpha Ceremony, the village was a hive of frantic activity. Banners in the Silver Creek colors—deep navy and silver—were being draped from every balcony. Large wooden stages were being hammered into place, and the scent of roasting meat began to drift through the air. I tried to keep to the shadows, carrying a small basket of laundry toward the communal wash-house. I wanted to stay invisible. I wanted to protect the glow I felt inside, but the universe had other plans. "Look at her. Smiling like she actually has a reason to be at the ceremony." I froze. That voice was like nails on a chalkboard. I turned to see Lydia Marsh standing near the fountain, surrounded by her usual gaggle of sycophants. She was wearing a dress that probably cost more than my house, her blonde hair perfectly coiffed. Beside her stood Jaxson, the soon-to-be Beta. He was watching me with those cold, calculating eyes, his arms crossed over his chest. He looked like he was trying to solve a puzzle he didn't quite like. "Maybe she thinks the Moon Goddess is going to perform a miracle," Jaxson chuckled, his voice a low rumble. "Maybe she thinks the runt is finally going to get a pity-mate." Lydia stepped closer, her eyes scanning me with a terrifying precision. "You smell... happy, Rachel. It’s annoying. Usually, you smell like damp earth and desperation." I clutched my laundry basket tighter, my knuckles turning white. "I'm just going to the wash-house, Lydia. I don't want any trouble." "Trouble?" Lydia laughed, a sharp, tinkling sound. "Rachel, you aren't significant enough to be 'trouble.' You’re a footnote. In two days, Ethan becomes Alpha. He’ll take his place, he’ll take his chosen mate and Luna, and you’ll finally realize that your little 'friendship' with him was just charity work." She leaned in, her voice dropping to a whisper that only I could hear. "He’s been spending a lot of time away lately. 'Business,' he says. But when he comes home to me, he’s distant. I wonder... do you think he’s finally realized how much of a burden you are? That he’s tired of playing protector to a broken clock?" I felt a surge of heat in my palms—that strange, flickering energy I’d felt before. For a second, I wanted to scream the truth. I wanted to tell her exactly where Ethan had been at 3:00 AM. I wanted to tell her about the meadow and the way his wolf had wrapped around mine. But I held my tongue. The secret was my only power. If I gave it away now, I’d lose everything before the bond could even form. "Happy birthday for tomorrow, Rachel," Lydia added, her smile returning like a predator's. "I hope you get exactly what you deserve." They walked away, Jaxson throwing a final, lingering look over his shoulder. I stood there, trembling, until the heat in my hands subsided. They didn't know. They couldn't know. Ethan was mine in the dark, and soon, he would be mine in the light. The rest of the day was a blur of nervous energy. I cleaned my house until my fingers were raw. I polished the gold bracelet until it shone like a beacon. I couldn't eat; my stomach was a knot of butterflies and dread. As the sun began to set on the eve of my twenty-first birthday, I climbed up onto the small flat roof of my house. From here, I could see the silhouette of the mountains and the distant glow of the pack’s bonfires. The air was getting colder, the scent of autumn pine sharp and crisp. Tomorrow, everything would change. In our world, the twenty-first birthday was the threshold. It was when the soul reached maturity, when the "Fated Bond" finally manifested. If two people were meant to be, a scent would ignite between them—a scent so powerful it eclipsed everything else. A pull that couldn't be ignored. I sat on the shingles, pulling my knees to my chest, and looked up at the moon. It was a silver sliver now, a curved blade hanging in the velvet black of the sky. "Moon Goddess," I whispered, my voice caught in the wind. "I know I’ve never asked for much. I’ve accepted being the runt. I’ve accepted being alone. I’ve even accepted the silence after my mother died." A tear escaped, tracking a hot line down my cold cheek. "But please... not this. Don't let the last three years be a lie. I know he’s an Alpha, and I know I’m nothing in their eyes. But he looks at me like I’m the only girl in the world when the doors are closed. He gives me his warmth when I’m freezing." I squeezed my eyes shut, envisioning Ethan’s tan wolf in the high grass. I pictured the way his human hands felt on my waist, the way he whispered that I was his mate. "Please, Great Mother. Bless me with him. Let the bond snap. Let the world see what he sees. Don't let me be a mistress. Let me be his Luna. Let me be the one who stands beside him when they put that crown on his head." I sat there for hours, praying until my voice was gone and my limbs were numb from the cold. I watched the stars wheel across the sky, marking the minutes until I turned twenty-one. Tomorrow, I wouldn't be a girl anymore. I wouldn't be the late-shifter or the grieving daughter. Tomorrow, I would either be the most powerful woman in the Silver Creek pack, or I would be the girl who lost her soul to a man who never intended to keep it. As the first hint of grey began to touch the horizon, signaling the dawn of my birthday, I felt a strange, tingly sensation at the base of my skull. It wasn't the shift. It was something else. Something older. "Happy birthday to me," I whispered. I climbed back down into my room, lay on top of my covers, and waited for the sun to rise on the most important day of my life. I had no idea that the "blessing" I was praying for was about to become the very thing that would burn my world to the ground.
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