I took a steadying breath, smoothed down the front of my yellow dress, and stepped around the corner with as much forced confidence as I could muster.
"Good morning," I said, my voice sounding a little breathier than I intended.
Demetrius stopped his pacing instantly. He turned to look at me, and for a split second, I saw it—that fierce, burning focus in his eyes that he had mentioned to Athena. It was raw and possessive, but it softened the moment our eyes met.
Athena looked a little guilty, clearing her throat and offering a small, tight smile. "Good morning, Rachel. You’re up early. How is your head feeling?"
I reached up, touching the bandage on my forehead, but my eyes stayed on Demetrius. "Better," I lied, though the real ache was the one in my chest, swirling with the weight of the secret I had just overheard.
I walked past them toward the kitchenette, the silence in the room stretching thin. My heart was still thumping against my ribs from what I’d overheard, but I focused on the simple task of pouring a glass of water. The cool liquid helped ground me, clearing the sleep from my throat.
I turned back to face them, leaning against the counter. "We need to talk about Silas," I said, my voice steadier than I expected. "What happened? Where is he?"
Athena looked toward Demetrius, her expression unreadable. Demetrius didn't hesitate. He stepped closer, his presence commanding but not overbearing. "Silas is dead, Rachel."
The water in my glass sloshed slightly. I hadn't expected him to be gone so quickly. I looked up at Demetrius, my gaze searching his dark, guarded eyes. "Did you kill him?" I asked quietly. "In the pits?"
Demetrius shook his head, a muscle jumping in his jaw. "I didn't get the chance. He succumbed to his injuries before I could even begin the questioning."
A cold realization began to seep into my bones, chilling me more than the morning air. I looked down at my hands—the same hands that had glowed with that terrifying violet light. "Oh," I whispered, the word feeling small and heavy. "So... I killed him."
I stared at my palms, half-expecting to see blood or sparks, but there was nothing but pale skin and a slight tremor. The man who had haunted Athena and nearly broken me was dead, and it was by my hand. "I’m... I'm not sure how to feel," I admitted, my voice cracking.
Demetrius was in front of me in an instant. He didn't touch me, but he stood close enough that I could feel the heat radiating off him. "That’s okay, Rachel," he said, his voice low and firm. "You don't have to know right now. He was a monster who hurt you, and you defended yourself. In our world, that is all that matters. You survived."
"I survived," I repeated, the words feeling hollow. "But I'm still not sure how. I've never had power like that. I've never had power at all."
"I spent most of the night in the archives," Demetrius said, his focus intensifying. He reached out, his thumb grazing the back of my hand for just a second before he pulled back, as if testing the air. "I was reading up on the old bloodlines, searching for anything that matched what I saw in you—what Silas saw."
He paused, looking at Athena and then back to me.
"I think you are a Lunar Mage, Rachel," Demetrius said, his focus intensifying. It was a title that carried the weight of centuries, sounding more like a legend than a medical diagnosis. "It’s a lineage we thought was extinguished ages ago. It’s not just 'magic.' It’s a direct connection to the moon, separate from the physical shift of a wolf. It’s why your wolf felt like a void to me when I looked at you—because your power isn't in your claws. It's in your blood."
I gripped the glass of water tighter, my knuckles turning white. "But if I’m this... this Mage... why was I born so broken? Why couldn't I shift like everyone else?"
Demetrius stepped even closer, his shadow falling over me, but it felt like a shield rather than a threat. "I think that's why you were considered a runt, Rachel," he said, his voice dropping to a gentle, steadying register. "The magic you haven’t learned to harness was suppressing your wolf. It’s so potent, so raw, that it took up all the space inside you. Your wolf wasn't weak—she was just crowded out by something much older and much more powerful."
I let out a breath I felt like I’d been holding since I was a child. All those years of being called a failure, of being cast aside by my pack because I didn't fit the mold of a warrior... it hadn't been a defect. It had been a transformation I wasn't prepared for.
"It was fighting for room," I whispered, looking from my hands to him.
"Exactly," Demetrius confirmed, his eyes burning with that fierce, protective light. "And now that it’s been triggered, we can’t afford to let it run wild. Silas is dead, but he saw it. If word gets out that a Lunar Mage is sitting in the North, every power-hungry Alpha in the territories will be at my gates."
"What do we do?" I asked.
He reached out then, finally closing the distance and letting his hand rest firmly on my shoulder. The heat of his palm seeped through the thin yellow fabric of my dress, sending a jolt of electricity through me that made my breath hitch. After hearing him talk to Athena about the second chance bond, the simple touch felt like a promise.
"We find someone who understands that side of you," he said. He looked over at the frosted window, his mind clearly traversing miles of territory. "I know a witch. She lives on the edge of the neutral zone, deep within the weeping marshes. She’s good people, and more importantly, she’s someone I trust with my life. She can help you with your witch side while we help you with your wolf."
I bit my lip, the sheer scale of this new world overwhelming me. "Okay," I whispered. "I've... I’ve never trained before. My old pack didn't see the point in teaching a runt how to fight."
Demetrius’s thumb brushed against my collarbone, a fleeting, tender gesture that made my skin tingle. "It’s okay, Rachel. We’ve got you. You aren’t in that pack anymore."
Athena, who had been quiet, suddenly straightened up, her eyes wide with a mix of shock and concern. "Wait... Demetrius, are you talking about.."
"Yes," he said, his voice dropping into a register that brook no dissent. "She’s the only one with enough knowledge of the ancient lines to understand what Rachel is experiencing. She may be able to help bridge the gap between the magic and the wolf."
"But the Council—" Athena started to argue, her face pale. "If they find out you're consulting with a rogue elemental, especially one with her history..."
Demetrius turned his head, fixing his sister with a hard, non-arguable look. It was the look of the Merciless King, the one that reminded everyone why he wore the crown.
"Eloise," he said, the name hanging in the air like a heavy spell.
Athena let out a low, frustrated groan, throwing her head back for a moment as if realizing that once his mind was made up, there was no turning back—no matter how dangerous the contact might be.
Before she could voice another protest, a sharp, rhythmic knock echoed through the suite doors, cutting through the heavy tension like a blade.
"Enter," Demetrius commanded, his hand dropping from my shoulder, though he stayed close enough that I could still feel the lingering heat of his touch.