Enver gave me what I needed after we talked inside his car.
The time and space that I need. The chance to process everything.
Well, it is not like we are avoiding each other. We are still talking but he made sure that it was all about work. Other than that, he never really mentioned anything about what we talked about back then.
And I silently thank him for that.
I know that what I want is not really easy on his part, especially when I can clearly see in his eyes that he really wants to explain everything about what happened before.
But I am still not ready to hear it from him.
And I also know that this is too selfish on my part but I need to gather more courage for everything. I want to prepare myself for what he might say and what I might decide once I hear what he wants to say.
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