Cassidy ~ After Jessie left ~ When Jessie left, I felt very emotional. Anything could go wrong and what if that was the last time I saw him? I hold my babies and they both look at me with smiling faces. “Looks like you know exactly when you need to cheer mommy up.” I say and tickle their tummies and they both laugh. I take them to the play area I set up for them. Everyone came over a while later, and I have to admit, they kept me busy. I think that was their plan, to keep my mind off Jessie. The first day went by rather quickly. Jessie video called me, and he got to see the boys when they were still awake. He read them a bedtime story before they fell asleep, and then we took our showers together while on the video call. Then we fell asleep while looking at each other. When I wo

