Alissa's POV
I woke up to the darkness of my room once again.
I pushed myself up and turned my head to the direction of the balcony.
I was still weak in the knees but I forced myself to walk there.
I clenched on the railings to support myself.
Then, I stared at the unknown like the usual. I felt like breaking down and ending it all.
I kept thinking why this has happened to me.
Why does my life have to be this miserable?
Why do I have to go through all this pain?
Can't I be happy?
Am I not allowed to live a good life?
What did I do that gave me such a bad karma?
Tears streamed down my face and I angrily wiped them away.
This is so unfair.
All I want is to live a good life. To be happy.
Is that so much to ask.
I clenched my fists and looked up at the sky then closed my ey
