Don't You Love Me?

Where My Heart Belongs..

For the next two hours, Han Shaoyan sat on the bed with his mind running all over the place. He had hundreds of questions in mind, but no one was there to answer them.

He was not sure if it was real-world. He thought of thousands of possibilities. Maybe, he was slowly dying, but his mind created this place according to his memory of a book? Or that book was magical, and if anyone reads it, he'll be trapped inside it? Also, maybe somehow he really transmigrated into this fictional world?

There was no logical explanation for this, and he was very doubtful if this world was real or not.

So, he decided. He'll treat this world as a real place. From his past life's experience, he knew the value of life more clearly. He'll live even if it was just a day or a second more. If he believes it's real, then it is. There was no need to complicate things.

He stood up, then again came near the mirror and looked at his reflection. This time he was calm. He still has blonde hairs, his peach-shaped blue eyes had a calmness of an ocean in them, a more perfect jawline than his past life, the pale-colored face that highlighted his looks even more. He has to admit, this body was even more handsome than his past self.

At this time, he suddenly thought of the original owner of his body. What would have happened to him? His body in the past world is dead, so he couldn't possibly transmigrate like him. Nor he felt the presence of him in this body. So, is he now wandering like a ghost around me?

This thought gave him chills. He doesn't like the idea of stealing the body of someone, even if that person would've died in a few days. Han Shaoyan's mood turned gloomy, and he felt guilty towards the original owner and his family.

He looked towards himself and decided. He will find the truth, and if it's possible, give this body back to its rightful owner. Until then, he decided to live happily. There was nothing else he could think.

Now he felt a little peaceful.

He took a deep breath and glanced at the time. 8:30 am. It was the usual time for breakfast. The host of this body was not a morning person, so he rarely joined his family for breakfast. But Han Shaoyan was different.

From this body's memories, he found that his mother, father, and elder brother also looked quite similar to his family in the past life. So, he was a little eager to them again.

.....

Han family came to the dinner table at their regular time for breakfast. Han Jiming, who sat at the center of the table, had a serious face on. Mother Duan had no interest in looking at his stiff face, so she was busy on starnet. Starnet is like the internet on earth, but it has many more functions.

On opposite to mother Duan, Han Liang was busy checking his schedule for today. As a crown prince, he has many works to do.

Just in a minute, butler Wen served breakfast and stood behind the emperor respectfully. Mother Duan and Han Liang stopped their work and gave him a nod. Just as they were about to start, they heard Han Shaoyan's voice, who was a few steps away.

" Uncle Song, please add one more plate for me."

All the people present here looked at him in some astonishment. It was rare for the second prince to show his face this early!

"Yes, my prince."

Han Shaoyan gave him a nod and turned to look at his family. Honestly, even if he had already decided, he still felt this was world unreal. But when he saw those familiar faces, his heart settled down, and it finally found a place where it belonged.

"Good morning dad, mom."

He greeted them with a gentle smile that contained many feelings. It was a joy of seeing them again, also a sadness that he left them behind in the previous world, and a relief that they were doing well here.

His mother and father just looked at him in bewilderment. His mother thought that he must have done something unforgivable and was now kissing up to them. His father's already serious face turned icy. Han Liang looked at him thoughtfully, as if thinking of all possible troubles he could have caused and how to handle them for him.

Han Shaoyan was baffled by this response for a second. Although he had all memories, it was still hard for him to treat them like how this bodys' owner did. His own personality was totally different from the past owner of this body. Also, he had no plans of acting like someone else for his entire life.

"Am I that unpleasing to look at?"

He recovered from the previous shock of seeing his family looking at him as a troublemaker and chuckled. It was actually a novel experience for him. He was sure that with time, he could get their trust again.

He still had a smile on his face as he reached the table. Before sitting next to Han Liang, he stroked his hair gently, just as he always did in the previous life.

"Good morning to you too, elder brother."

The elder brother, who felt he was somehow got treated like a pet dog by his brother, glared at him. Today Han Shaoyan was acting totally weird. His vigilance level reached its peak. (But he'll never admit that he liked his brothers caressing.)

"You are going to admit to Hex university. Don't cause any trouble there. If you do, don't blame me when I lock you up in the house for the rest of your life!"

In this life, his loving father turned into a cold man. Although he was unaccustomed to this, he was grateful that he was not feeling totally out of place here. As long as his family was with him, he had no more requests.

"En. I'll study hard and make you proud, dad."

Han Jiming looked at him with an uncertain gaze. He could feel that his son was different from before. It instead caused him to worry more.

"Hmm. Now eat properly and don't speak."

After that, they all ate silently. Han Jiming and Han Liang left the house for their work. Han Liang took a profound look at his younger brother before going.

"Have a nice day, dad, elder brother!"

Their walking pace somehow speed-up a little after hearing it. Han Shaoyan giggled and shook his head.

"Let's go to the garden and have a talk."

Suddenly mother Duan's voice sounded behind him. Han Shaoyan looked back and saw mother Duan standing behind him, totally in the mode of investigation.