CHAPTER 49 – NIKOLAI’S PAST Nikolai Martelli POV FLASHBACK TO 15-YEAR-OLD NIKOLAI. “Nikolai you need to stop drinking Mamma and Papa will find out soon” I hear Q coming into the bedroom we shared. I give him a side look and look away. He hits me on the side of my head. I gave him a glare and took another drink, I needed it, it made me feel good, it made me numb, it numbed the pain of losing my brother Micah, it numbed the pain of being a terrible brother to Q, he had lost both his parents and he took it upon himself to raise my sorry ass. And always be there for me I owe my life to Q. I would do anything for him. He grabbed the bottle and threw it out of the window it was a bad choice, one being our parents were in the back yard right by our window, two being well it was dumb he wa

