Noah : warning. I couldn’t even explain what hit me when I saw Zara in Jace’s arms instead of mine. It was like something sharp went straight through my chest. Anger, jealousy whatever it was. I wanted to rip his hands off her. But it was my fault. All of it was my fault. I kept her in the dark. I pushed her away. And I knew deep down, I was a mess that would only ruin her life. I wanted the best for her, and I wasn’t that. I wasn’t even close. But staying away from her? Not seeing her? Hearing her laugh from across the room but not being allowed to go near? It almost drove me insane. And now she looked… god. Straighter hair. Softer face. More curves. And those eyes, those eyes that always made me forget how to breathe. My pookie. My Zara. “What is wrong with you, Noah?” Riley’

