The Deceit

CHAPTER 4. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HER

Jay's Pov

It has been a week since Cupcake left. Well I did fly off to Cuba on Monday to hold my little kitten to sleep. As I expected she had not slept a wink on Sunday night. She looked so tired and worn out by time I arrived there. She had had a long day and was down because she hadn’t seen me the whole day. I couldn’t take her video calls because I was on the plane when she called. I wanted to surprise her.

When I arrived in her room, she was wearing my t-shirt, with her black lace thong, walking bare footed. t-shirt showing butt cheeks as she walked. I didn’t even know she took that t-shirt, but I loved it on her body, it suited her. I love it when she wears my clothes, as if she's marking her territory, turns me on. I had planned to just scoop her in my arms and take her to bed to sleep as soon as I got there, well that was the plan from the airport until 2 seconds before I saw her. I hadn’t seen my cupcake for the entire night and day, I felt like I was losing my mind.

As soon as I saw her, all thoughts about sleeping took a back sit. I wanted her so much, I could not control the desire I felt for her. I wanted to lick those butt cheeks, shake them on my face. I missed her taste, her sweet juices on my face, her sweet soft lips on my c**k. I felt my c**k twitch, my thick length stretching uncomfortable in my jeans.  Damn I wanted her so bad. Soon as she saw me, she jumped on me, her arms around my shoulders, her legs around my waist. I put my hands on her ass to help her balance. I'd never seen her so happy.

 She kissed me passionately like there was no tomorrow. I opened my mouth slightly to allow her access in to mouth. I kicked the door shut behind me, as I felt the heat starting to increase in the room, soon I could not hold on any longer, our tongues were smashing again one another, battling for dominance, I quickly took over the kiss, kissing her all over her neck, down  to her breasts, taking in her scent, Damn I‘d missed her! I swiftly placed her back against the wall, lifted her up and placed her legs on my shoulders, with one smooth move,  I  shifted her lace black thong to the side, and started devouring on my sweet, wet p***y.

 It felt so good be between her thighs again, all the exhaustion I felt that entire day diminished. My kitten tasted so good, I couldn’t wait for her to c*m on face. I slide my tongue into her cunt, f*****g her with it, while my fingers played around her asshole. My Cupcake was already screaming my name, soon my finger was in, while I continued to f**k her with my tongue. I could feel her entire body shaking, the walls of her p***y clenching,  her grip on my head tightened. 

“ Hold on Cupcake, don’t you dare c*m yet!" I said in a domineering tone.

I Removed my finger from her asshole, and continued devouring on this p***y that I had missed so much.

Aaaah….. daddy I…You are so f…fucking  good…I …I can’t hold off any longer…please…please let me come daddy"

“Just a little longer kitten, I know u can do this" I mumbled 

I unbuckled my belt with one hand while I continued to lick her c**t, unzipped my jeans and pushed them down, I took out my hard length, that was ready to be buried inside her

“c*m for me now my Cup…"

Before I even finished, I felt her juices all over my face. Best feeling in the world! Before she finished releasing her juices, I took her back down to my waist, slided in my hard c**k into her core, earning a few more moans from my kitten,

“f**k kitten! I love my p***y, its so tight, it’s all MINE" I growled.

This woman was driving me crazy, I started thrusting in hard, while I had my hand on her throat, strangling her lightly,  soon she was squirting all over my c**k, I pulled out and put her on the couch and  inserted my thick member into her mouth, soon I was growling and screaming her name, confessing my love to her.

“f**k! Cupcake!…aaaaaah! s**t! I love you woman! I'm crazy about you kitten, you are the love of my life” while I came hard down her throat.  

“Swallow Cupcake" I ordered. She was tired she couldn’t even keep her eyes open, but she swallowed it all. I kissed her passionately,  tasting my seeds in her mouth.

“God I’ve never felt like this before. What are you doing to me woman?” I asked panting like a mess

She opened her eyes slightly  “ I'm loving you" she responded with a smile on her face that immediately warmed my heart. I scooped her in my arms to the bathroom,  I bathed her and put her to bed. I cuddle with her for a short while and she fell asleep. I made my way to the bathroom to take a shower, soon I was in bed, holding my beautiful treasure in my arms, I was content, at peace, and drifted off to sleep swiftly. 

 The plan was to return back home first thing in the early hours of the morning on Tuesday  for my one o clock meeting.  But I ended up having a meeting via skype, because I couldn’t leave in the morning, we made love in bed, in the shower, in the couch, against the walls, by the time she decided she couldn’t handle it anymore it was already 09:30am. Her first class was in 30 minutes. She quickly got ready and left for class, not before I stole a passionate kiss at the door blocking her way out though.

 “I love you Angel King, with all of my heart" I murmured planting a soft kiss on her forehead.

She stepped back a bit, a surprised look flashed across her eyes. Then she smiled, she smiles at me all the time, and it always warms my heart, but this time her smile was different, the was something special about it, I couldn’t figure it out, but it made my heart tremble with excitement.  Filled with warmth and love.

 “I love you too Jay King. My husband. My forever.” She said looking deep into my eyes, her hand on my cheek, her fingers slightly brushing my facial hair.

My eyes immediately filled with lust, she was turning me on, I pulled her closer to me so she could feel the effect she had on me. I wanted to take her and make her MINE again, there and then. Realizing what she had done, she quickly removed her hand from my face, opened the door and stormed out leaving me to take a cold shower to extinguish the fire she started. Nice kitten! Nice! You'll pay for this.

I spent my day working on my laptop,  later on I decided to organize a romantic dinner for my Cupcake. Haven’t cooked for her in a while. I called my men to go get me few ingredients from the mall, some roses, petals and candles and a huge teddy bear. In the meantime I cleaned up her room. Don’t be shocked I didn’t grow up rich, I used to clean our home and cook for my little brother. I'm pretty good at it. I love cooking for my Cupcake,  mainly because nobody appreciates my food like her. You should see her eating my food, the happiness in her face, priceless!

Soon my men came back, from the mall with everything I needed. I went to the kitchen to cook. It was weird though, because she was sharing the kitchen with her roommate. She may have walked in at any moment. None the less, I cooked her favourites, lamb chops, beef ribs, roasted potato wedges and barbeque chicken. Added in a green salad. My wife has lost a lot of weight because she had been obsessing over her weight and eating a lot  of greens and all. I don’t even get why she’s concerned because she’s perfect just the way she is.

She has all this crazy ideas that I won’t be able to lift her up, scoop her in my arms after making love to take her to the bathroom and bathe her. And some rubbish about me leaving her for some skinny ass girl, crazy! I hate that she has all these insecurities about her body and believes that I’d leave her. This woman doesn’t understand that she’s the love of my life. The most beautiful woman I’ve ever met. Nothing would ever make me leave her.

When she came back the table was set, I opened the door for her and handed the thousand roses bunch to her. She loves roses. Just like that the sparkle was back in her eyes. I escorted her to her sit, lights were off, candles on from the door to the table. Red petals sprinkled on the floor, Kenny G playing on the background,, we dined together, I listened to her telling me about her day. Even though sometimes I have no idea what she’s talking about with her big medical terms, I still love just listening to her talk. Telling me about her day makes her happy, that’s all that matters.  I never really liked discussing my illegal businesses with any of the girls I ever dated, but Cupcake doesn’t like being kept in the dark, so randomly I find myself telling her about it.

We had an early night, I had to fly out as early as 5am the next morning. That meant leaving for the airport before 04:30am. The next morning at 04:00 am I took a quick shower, got dressed, left a note, short love letter for my Cupcake, took few pictures of her beautiful sleeping face before I left. She was so perfect, I wanted to kiss her and never let her go, but she was sleeping so peacefully,  I couldn’t wake her up, she needed to rest because next few nights were going to very hard on her.

For the last two days we have been video calling to catch up when I knock off. It’s not the same as having her around but I guess we can live with that for now. I stay on the phone with her until she falls asleep. She cuddles with the teddy bear I bought her before I left and listen to my voice until she falls asleep.

Today I am meeting with Jason to go through the security details for our meeting next week with the Columbians. The boys have found a lead on who has been attacking my shipments. The next few days are going to be very busy for me, I packed up a small bag, I’ll  be sleeping at Jason’s penthouse for the next few days, it’s close to the company and convenient for us to work.

Angel's Pov

I  woke up to an empty bed, suddenly my heart sank, tears welled up in my eyes. Jay had told me he’d leave early in the morning.  I guess I was hoping he’d decide to stay again, tears rolled down my cheeks. A sob escape my throat. I cried for at least 30 minutes before I decided to hop onto the shower and get ready for work.

Ring! ring!

I rushed to get my phone. “heart keeper" I answer, with a smile.

“Hey Cupcake, how did you sleep? Why are your eyes swollen kitten? Are you sick?” he questions, I see a flash of panic across his perfect blue eyes.

“I'm okay handsome. I just woke up. I think I slept for too long. I haven’t even seen myself in the mirror"  I lie.

“Are you sure Cupcake? You'd tell me if something was wrong right kitten?”

“Definitely” I give him a perfect smile. I hate worrying him

“I needed to see you. I missed you so much, I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I feel better now"

“I’m glad you called, I needed to see you too. I just want my husband, it hurts being away from you honey. I feel like I’m dying slowly”  I confess, tears welling up in my eyes, and I try to push them back.

“Listen to me kitten, this is only temporary, it'll be over soon. I hate being away from you too kitten, I wish I could just drag you back home. But I know how much you need to do this for yourself.  Please hang in there my love.”

I Sigh

“Cupcake you know I'd do anything for you. But I swear kitten if you are crying I’ll turn this f*****g jet back and come get you back home. I can deal with all the pain of not seeing you, not touching or making love to you every morning. But I cannot deal with knowing you are heartbroken and crying.” He says and I know he means it

“When am I going to see you again?” I change the topic

“Let me work out a few things with Jason regarding next week’s meeting, once that is sorted, I’ll come and see you kitten.”

“I love you Jay" I mutter truthfully

“I love you forever Cupcake” he responds, with a smile.

I can't help but feel my heart fill with warmth. I smile back, genuinely.  I am ready to start my day

“U should smile more often, it looks good on you"

“Well if a certain lady that owns my heart tells me more frequent that she loves me, I will definitely smile more" he chuckles, making me burst into laughter.

“I love you Jay” I say, jokingly.  He smiles. In the next moment we are both laughing.

“Come on Cupcake you can’t keep making me laugh like this, my men will start disrespecting me" he says giggling.

“Well Mr King if your men still don’t know, they will learn the hard ward that there’s only one person in the world who brings out that side of you"

“never forget that Cupcake.  Now call me that again"

“Mr King"  I murmur with a smile

“sounds so sexy" he sys seductively, his eyes filled with lust.  “Makes me feel a lot of things I’d rather only feel when you are around kitten" he declares.

I find myself blushing. “come on kitten you are going to be late for class. I'll talk to you later. Love you"

“Love you more. Later" I state blowing him a kiss before I hung up.

When I finish the call, I turn to the couch and find a huge brown teddy bear wearing hubby’s t-shirt with a note on top of it. I feel my lips curl up into a smile, my heart beats fast, and I can't help the tears of happiness that escapes my eyes. ‘My husband is incredible’ I think to myself. I took a note and reading it, it melts my heart. I want to frame it and keep it forever.

 “Cupcake,  I won’t be able to cuddle with you for the next few days, I want you to sleep peacefully though, so I left ‘Jay Junior' to keep you company and cuddle with you when I’m not around, my heart to remind you that I’m yours forever. I borrowed him my favourite t-shirt. I sprayed it with my perfume, I was wearing it yesterday,  hopefully my scent will last a bit longer. I'll call and coax you to sleep tonight.  Ps. I fell in love with you again this morning looking at your beautiful sleeping face.”

I take my phone

“The best decision I ever made in my life, was agreeing to be your wife Mr King, the greatest gift my heart ever gave me was falling in love with you. The greatest blessing I ever received,  was being loved by you. I'll love you beyond the grave Jay" I texted him.

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