Cracker’s POV
“Are you ready?” the nurse asked, giving me a kind smile.
I was at the clinic. My body shook, but it had nothing to do with the thin blue hospital gown I was wearing. I felt sick, but it had nothing to do with the small body growing inside of me.
Was I ready?
No!
I wanted to scream. I wanted to run out of there. Despite the kind nurse and the nice doctor, I wanted to run. I wanted to scream bloody murder and cry to the high heavens…
Damn those YouTube videos!
I never should have watched them! Knowing what was going to happen tore me up inside. I tried replaying in my head what the doctor said. All the things I already knew weren’t true. I tried going over the practical reasons why I needed to do this. I could never be with the father. I didn’t have any financial stabi
