The Destiny we Share

pretty little life

As we were centimeters away from each other's faces, I pushed back. Theo looked concerned poor guy was all in for the kiss but I don't know what stopped me. Maybe it's the reason I'm not sure about his intentions what if he was just trying to use me for my body and dump me once he is done all these intrusive thoughts keep popping in my tiny little head stressing me out ....

there was awkward silence and he asked

is everything okay? did I do something? or do you feel uncomfortable?

I replied I don't want to rush things too soon I want to take it slow.....

he said "Of course, I am sorry if I made you feel like I'm rushing things I totally understand.

okay, come let's eat the food getting cold......

after we had dinner we started watching a dating show haha

after a few minutes into the show I felt him staring at me instead of the tv

I turned towards him and we blushed and laughed at the same time.....damn, I can feel the chemistry between us.

and I've been crushing on this guy for months and when it's actually happening what is wrong with me why am I pushing him?

maybe time will tell .....

as we were watching the show he grabbed my hand caressed it and said "You have really pretty brown skin"

I was caught off guard and chuckled and said "Oh wow that's so random! But thank you!"

he was staring deeply into my eyes I could feel the tension between us the intensity was high

I can tell he wants to kiss me passionately if I let him .....to be true I've been waiting for this moment between us for months and I want to feel his lips on mine so bad.....but first, I need to make sure he likes me the way I want him to not just a girl he was trying to get into the pants and ghost after he is done.....after all, I waited these years and did not just sleep with anyone or everyone I've been saving myself for the right guy....it is a big thing for me.......he slowly moved towards me leaning in for a kiss I resisted before I don't want to resist this time I let him .......he held my face with one hand and pulled me towards him and our lips met......

FIREWORKS is an understatement.

he slowly puckered my lower lip and as he came to know I was in for the kiss he pulled me towards him and went all in....

he kissed me very passionately like he had been waiting for this moment for a very long time.....I was out of breath at how steaming hot the kiss was ...as we pulled back I was gasping for air..........and we looked at each other as we were both panting.....and we both went in for another kiss at the same time .....this time there more passion I am more comfortable and there was no gap between our bodies .....he held me with both his arms tightly and my one hand was placed on his hair and the other one around his neck......he made me sit on his lap and the make-out session lasted almost 10-15 minutes..... that's a lot!!!