The Destiny we Share

Doubts and Insecurities

After that steamy makeout sesh, he almost tried to take off my clothes but I stopped him, I am not ready yet! I mean yeah I can't wait for another second to be under him but I don't want to be some girl he just used for fun and forgot I want this relationship to be meaningful, I would like it to be something that has some significance for him. after the kiss I was staring at the floor and fiddling with my fingers, We blushed and couldn't look at each other for a while after that awkward silence. He took my hand in his and said, "Out of nowhere, I am going to travel to Bristol. Do you want to come with me?" I'll check my schedule and let you know." I replied

He grinned broadly and said, "Sure,"

However, when I checked my phone, it was 8 o'clock, and I had to rush because I had a part-time interview tomorrow. I told him it was too late and that I had to leave. He assisted me in gathering my belongings and escorted me out the door, and as the bus was about to arrive, he gave me a quick hug and a quick kiss on my forehead, which I found cute. As I jumped on the bus I called Daniella and we both started screaming with excitement. She asked me for all the details and to spill the tea, I said I'll meet her tomorrow after the interview and tell her everything in person. As I ended the call with her I was carried away by thoughts as I stared out of the window, I whispered to myself "Why is my life a movie"??? I got a text dining my phone ...it was him....it said..... text me when you reach home with a red heart......I blushed as I read it ....his concern made my heart flutter... I couldn't sleep properly that night thinking about the romantic makeout session ........

*****next day****

I woke up got dressed for my interview and as I entered the store I ran into this Tall Skinny guy named Ben looks like he worked there I told him I was there for an interview he asked me to wait so I sat there and was waited for the manager and she came after 15 minutes and took me to the manager's office to interview me and asked me few basic questions and told me I got the job.....hurray!

I called my dad and told him and he said I didn't have to worry about the money and he would gladly support me but I resisted saying I wanted to be independent....wow it was a sunny day and the weather was soon nice i went to the park opposite to my house and sat on the lawn and started journaling my life......ahh, I love my life I said in a low tone with a grin on my face......I am a person who believes in being positive and kind, won't cost you anything to be kind and loving one thing I couldn't tolerate at all was rude people ugh they disgust me .... I was sipping on my beer, and writing my journal peacefully as i got a text from Theo saying "hey! What are you upto?"