Everything about today is just so wrong because I am doing everything thing that I am against. I almost felt dirty because I am acting like a tease and a person who plays with someone’s feelings. Maybe agreeing to the bet was a mistake. Over the years I’ve hardened my heart and it turned me into a cold and emotionless person. I can’t continue with playing games with someone’s heart. It’s not right but I can’t back out now because I would look like a coward and we haven’t really discussed the terms of the loser. I have never craved to touch someone as much as I crave to kiss Travis. He didn’t move away when we agreed on the bet and I feared that he wasn’t going to move anytime soon. I started to consider kissing him just to get rid of this nagging feeling in my chest but once I convin

