Crying wasn’t an option and neither was drowning myself in my sorrows. I felt like I was dancing in the dark with all my monsters whenever I closed my eyes and their voices were getting so loud that it made me skip out on getting sleep.
I can’t believe that I have to admit to this but Travis somehow kept the monsters suppressed. Now he is gone and I was on my own again. I felt like a twirling ballerina, who keeps twirling on her toes even though her feet started to bleed and the instructors keeps telling her not to stop. The world was fading all around me as the days went past and I was stuck in a blur.
Camille left early Monday morning as she had to get back to her reality. I moved in back with the girls at the dormitory, not like we spoke most of the time. It was awkward because I wa
